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Easily Amused

2012-01-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

Dulu kat UIA Gombak, ada masa-masa buat aktiviti ~~buang masa~~ rehat2 kat bilik TV. Kadang2 sorang2, kadang2 ramai2. Selalunya tengok TV dengan sorang kawan ni namanya An-nur Taqiah (Ano).

Hanya Ano sorang je yg paham bila ada2 masa kitorang tengok cerita, tiba2 aku gelak sorang2. padahal orang lain tak gelak pun. padahal tak kelakar pun masa tu. kalau ada kawan2 yg lain pelik tengok aku gelak pastu tanya Ano; "kenapa tim gelak?" Ano dengan penuh memahaminya jawab; "dia memang macam tu. suka gelak tiba2." kahkahkah. dan aku kompem akan gelak dengar jawapan Ano.

Aku perasan dua tiga menjak ni perangai suka gelak aku ni makin menjadi-jadi. Sampaikan bos aku panggil aku entertainer = =" dan before tu bos pelik kenapa ofis mate aku muka asik stres je, aku tak nampak stres sangat (yezzza jawapannya banyakkan gelak @__@)

Kata orang banyak gelak, hati gelap. (Ya Allah aku mintak jauh dari tu. Amin!)
Tapi memang banyak sangat benda kat dunia ni yg kelakar!

Contoh paling senang la,

korang bukak Astro channel One HD #393, tukar audio bahasa melayu.

cuba korang dengar. kelakar tak kelakar?? aku buleh gelak mengekek kot dengar alih suara tu. huahaha

Ye, aku ada angin. tiba-tiba moody.

Ye, aku ni garang dan kasar. kadang2 lawak keras. kalau orang tak kenal, memang rasa macam kurang ajar je.

Tapi I refuse to see the negative side of everything.

Kenapa nak 'keraskan' hati dan diri dengan benda2 yg negatif, sedangkan kita cuma perlukan 1 je sebab utk senyum, gelak dan ketawa :)

Jadi jgn marah aaa kalau aku ni asik gelak je.

Bila Mahu Baru Dicari

2012-01-24T23:53:00.001+08:00

Dulu aku selalu merungut2 kat mak.

Ada sorang kawan ni, dari dulu aku kawan dengan dia, tak pernah dia nak datang rumah.

Tiap2 kali raya, mesti aku yg datang rumah dia. Bukan sekali, bukan 2 kali, berkali-kali.

Dia pindah rumah pun, tetap jugak aku datang raya rumah dia.

Dah la aku ni kaki sesat, jadinya berkali-kali jugak aku sesat datang rumah dia.

Tapi punya la setia aku dengan dia, aku gagahkan jugak pegi rumah dia tiap kali raya.

Sebenarnya takde la rajin sangat nak pegi tiap tahun. tapi nak dijadikan cerita aku berkawan dengan kawan baik dia, jadi selalu la aku & kawan baik dia ni rancang2 lawat2 rumah dia ni.

Sampai la satu ketika, masa tu kami bergaduh. Lepas tu aku dah jadi tawar hati nak ke rumah dia.

Kami baik balik lepas tu. Alah biasa la orang pompuan, budak2 pulak masa tu. Gaduh benda2 kecik aje. merepek betul.

Kami baik balik dan dia nak berkawin. Jadi aku dengan baik hatinya, masa kenduri kawin dia, aku jadi tukang sambut kawan2 kami. Aku tetibe berlagak pulak jadi tuan rumah. tapi aku pikir, kalini je aku akan buat baik.

Dan memang ye pun, lepas aje dia selesai kawin, dia pun tak hingin nak mintak2 tolong aku lagi. kalau tiba2 dia call, haa maknanya ada la benda dia nak mintak tolong tu. kalau tak, jangan harap dia akan tanya khabar kau.

Raya lepas dia kawin, memang aku tak datang raya rumah dia. Aku buat jemputan khas utk dia pun, dia tak datang jugak. sudah la tak datang, dijemput semalam, jamuannya harini, esoknya baru la dia bagitau tak sempat nak datang.

Bila aku mengadu2 dengan ayah, ayah jawab; "dulu dia tak datang raya sebab sibuk dengan keluarga. nanti dia tak datang raya sebab sibuk dengan suami. lepas tu dia bagi alasan, dia sibuk dengan anak."

Memang aku setuju sangat2 apa ayah cakap.

Kalini dia buat kenduri lagi.

Aku tanya kawan baik aku, nak pegi ke?

Jawapan dia; "dia kawin dulu kita dah pegi dah timah."
Dan aku setuju teramat sangat.

p.s: bukan mau mengungkit. tapi bila dah selalu sangat benda yg sama jadi, nak tanak hati akan cakap gak kita ni diguna2kan je.

Krabi Part 3

2012-01-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

28 Oktober 2011

Hari terakhir di Krabi!

Sedih rasa sebab kena keje balik esok harinya.

Sedih sebab tak puas pusing Krabi. patut pegi 5hari. patut bawak duit lebih. kuang3

Takpe, lain kali pegi lagi ^^

Pagi tu bangun2, terus pack barang. Flight pukul 2.30. Kalini memang check betul2 pukul berapa flight TT__TT Van akan ambik kami pukul 12.00 macam tu.

Masa nak check out, puas la kami berdoa takde kena bayaran extra ke apa. mana la tau kan, apa2 yg kami terguna ke. or tiba-tiba kena bayar duit hotel. ahh macam2 pikir masa tu. sekali tu lepas orang hotel check bilik kami, dia cakap ada extra charges 50THB. menganga jugak la masa tu. sebab nya duit memang betul2 dah habiskan malam semalam!

Then org hotel cakap, takpe. bagi duit mesia, nanti dia tukarkan. tapi aku cakap, semalam dah try, dia tanak terima duit selain daripada duit RM50. (aku ada duit singgit2 je) syukur Katy ada duit RM10, boleh la nak tukar. dan takyah susah2 kitorang yg pegi tukar, budak hotel tu pegi merempit tukarkan duit. then selesai bayar. fuhh syukurrr..

Sementara tunggu van sampai, kami pun ambik kesempatan layan laut & angin. (cewah ayat)

Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat masa nak balik. takde apa2 hal walaupun flight delay sikit.

Duit syiling THB. yg lepas je tangkap gambar,

terus duit tu tercicir bawak kerusi. haha

walaupun gap nak sampai KL 1jam 15min je, kitorang still beli gak makanan. sebab dah past lunch hour.

then beli nasi lemak. steward tanya; "dah berapa hari tak makan nasi lemak?" "sebelum ni makan tomyam je ek?" hahaha, padahal baru je 3 hari lepas makan nasi lemak!

Selamat touch down di LCCT pukul 5 pm :)

Bye Krabi!
Jumpa lagi nanti!~

Krabi Part 2

2012-01-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

27 Oktober 2011

Aktiviti harini berkayak & elephant trekking, yang dah book semalam.

Pukul 8.00 (waktu Mesia 9.00 am) ada pick up datang ambik kami. Pegi ke Ao Thalane utk berkayak, petang nanti baru ke tempat gajah.

Jauh jugak tempat tu, macam masuk kawasan kampung pastu masuk hutan pun ye jugak.

Dalam pick up tu, sembang2 la dengan driver. FYI, kalau org Malaysia lagi2 melayu, diorang biasanya akan treat lain sikit. tak sure la plak memang melayu ke or asalkan org Mesia. maybe sebab negara dekat2, budaya pun tak banyak beza, pastu senang nak paham cakap, tu yg mudah nak communicate kot. pecaya la, walaupun agak susah nak communicate dengan diorang ni, tapi ada yg lagi susah. contohnya dari Russia, yg tak reti BI. sudahnya cakap macam ayam dengan itik = ="

sampai kat Ao Thalane tu, kami dibagi minum utk sape2 yg nak buat air. lepas tu ada briefing sikit camne nak berkayak. eh, ke takde ek? yg aku ingat, dia tanya sape tak pandai berenang. nak bagi life jacket. aku dgn Katy memang ada basic berenang, tapi nak berenang tengah2 laut?errr jangan wat naya la wei.. huhu

kemudian bermula la kami naik kayak. mula2 je dah fail. boleh tak patah balik kat tempat mula! adoii buat malu je.. ok tu tak cukup malu lagi. kami dayung punya dayung, macam tak gerak je. kejap ke kiri, kejap ke kanan. orang yg sebelum kami pun dah pecut kami. sampaikan dorang dah sampai 2 pulau, kami duk tersangkut lagi kat belakang! harharhar. utk makluman, tu 1st time aku berkayak. jadi taktau ape yg patut or tak patut buat.

sampai kan 2nd pit stop, tour leader (ada 2 orang) suruh aku pindah masuk kayak dia, sorang lagi tour leader pindah masuk kayak Katy. ko bayangkan, camne pertukaran tu bleh berlaku tengah2 laut???

gambar atas kiri: kami jauh tertinggal di belakang

cool tak bleh letak kaki camtu? XD *sori jakun!*

1. atas kanan: nampak macam laki tu nak hempuk

kepala wife dia kan! hahaha lepak sangat tu!
2. bawah kiri: aku pindah dari kayak Katy ke

kayak yg tengah naik ni

best sangat tgk alam! rasa tak cukup betul masa. kalau dapat island hopping lagi best TT__TT

habis berkayak, kami rehat2 jap. makan2 buah, lepas tu naik 1 pick up utk ke elephant trekking. before tu behenti dulu lunch kat 1 tempat ni. tukang masak dia Islam. sempat berkenalan lagi dgn tukang masak tu! (kan dah cakap, kalau melayu (?) er.. muslim, dapat special attention. hihi perasan) makanan sedap, tapi sikit. habis trekking, terus lapar balik! TT__TT FYI makanan kat sana tak pedas pun, manis masam je yg banyak. lebih pada rasa 'kelantan'. huhu

jakun naik pick up then duduk tepi skali.

cuak tak cuak XD

lepas tu ke elephant trekking. kenapa kami pilih yg ni? sebab kat Mesia tak dapat nak naik. pegi zoo, gajah asik cuti je. ngee.. gajah kat sini tinggi besar ya amat. pengalaman? biasa je, tapi atleast dapat merasa naik gajah.ngeh3.

habis sume tu, dalam pukul 3 - 4 pm, balik ke hotel semula.

owh lupa! sempat berkenalan dengan org Mesia dari Perak masa aktiviti pagi. kat sana kalau jumpa org Mesia pun, rasa-rasa mcm malas nak berkenalan = =" (sebab tu Aton & Kamal tanak tegur kami kot? haha)

Aktiviti seterusnya?

shopping! esok dah nak balik!

er..dan cari tempat makan. lapo.

kami naik mobil car, macam tuktuk. 20THB per pax (RM2). yg ni, bayar rege tu je, then leh pusing2 Ao Nang Town. destinasi pertama, pegi 7E. beli perkakas2 yg takde.

destinasi seterusnya, cari kedai makanan halal. susah nya ya Allah!! taktau la kot sbb panas dan lapar, jadi tak nampak = =" kami cuba nak masuk kedai India ni, memang ada tulis halal. tapi ada jual arak? ngeee.. ada masa kami memang nak pasrah masuk je kedai India tu, then ada couple muslim mesia lalu, cakap "halal tapi ada arak! jgn masuk!" tak sempat tanya ape2, dorang dah bejalan ke depan. (see, memang takde sape nak beramah mesra kat sini. apesal tah)

Pusing dari awal, sampai ke akhir, tukar duit, pusing lagi ke depan, tak jugak jumpa2 kedai makan. dah nak tawakal dah, makan je Subway or beli roti je kat 7E. baru nak masuk 7E, masa tu la Allah bukakkan mata, nampak kedai makan halal. sebelah 7E je! = ="

nama kedai dia AoNang Orchid Restaurant.

Belakang restoran ni ada Orchid Hotel.

Aku makan tomyam - manis.

Katy makan coconut soup - ayam masak lemak! kuang3

Sorang around 250THB (RM25)

Ok skang perut pun dah kenyang, masa utk ber 'massage' pulak! XD

Area2 tu jugak la. kena pandai la cari yg murah2, pastu kena pandai kawtim.

pakej kami body scrub & massage sorang 650THB (RM65). kat mesia tu kira murah la tu. huhu

Habis massage, ngabihkan bogheh eh bukan ngabihkan thaibhat ni plak! adoi serius tak cukup duit. masa tu bajet rm400 je utk shopping, skali memang tak cukup daa.. (sebab sepatutnya tambah bajet utk expenses aktiviti & transport sekali. ni rm400 tu utk semua skali ><) duit tu ckup memang cukup, cuma tak best la nak shopping.kehkehkeh

kiri: kira-kira duit, cukup tak sampai esok ><

kanan: habis massage, layan penkek lagi!!!

memang berjoli katak la malam tu. sampaikan saje saje je nak beli air kelapa sebab nak habiskan duit. nasib baik duit tu cukup nak bayar tuktuk balik hotel! ><

balik tu, tido tak ingat dunia sampai la esok nya!

Krabi Part 1

2012-01-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

Ni cerita lama. Skang baru rasa nak letak dalam blog = ="

Date: 26 Oct 2011 - 28 Oct 2011

Lead Travel : Aku

Follower : Katy

(kahkahkah, konon tulis macam ramai sgt org folo)

Pakej : Sdn Bhd

Hotel : Ao Nang Buri Resort

Ada satu masa keje tu, terasa sangat stress. rasa nak lari somewhere. masa tu Sheila blum masuk ofis lagi.

Terus bukak airasia. Terus tanya Katy nak pegi Krabi tak. Dia cakap ON!

tanya jugak kawan2 yg lain, tapi ajak2 ayam je. sebab dah tau jawapannya tak sure lg, or taknak.heh

Kami book tiket & hotel utk 3 hari 2 malam cuma RM500.00++ saja.

26 Oktober 2011

Flight kami sepatutnya pukul 1pm macamtu.

Entah macamana buleh tersalah tengok time utk flight balik nanti, pukul 2.30pm.

So kami bajet macam kami ni terawal la, pukul 1 kot camtu dah nak check in (sebab nak check in luggage).

Sekali tu bila pegi kat kaunter (dah la salah pegi kaunter. melilau cari) orang tu cakap, "Cik, ni tiket balik. Tiket nak pegi mana?" aku dah gelabah dah. sebab (as a lead travel kononnya aku ni) sume benda aku yg uruskan. dari tiket ke hotel ke itinerary, jadi bila tersalah tu, aku panik la.

Kemudian perempuan tu cakap, "Cik, gate dah tutup." APA??? Gate dah tutup???

"Nak buat camne ni cik?" cover gabra.

"Cik pegi kat kaunter hujung sana, tanya macamana." Bedesup aku dengan Katy berlari.

Kat kaunter hujung tu pulak, puas la aku merayu. Kemudian perempuan tu call bahagian dalam (aku tatau dia call kat mana) dan dengan hampanya perempuan tu jawab, "Sori la dik, memang gate dah tutup. baru je tutup. memang takleh buat apa la." panik, memang panik gila. puas aku merayu, tak dapat jugak. masa tu memang nak putus harapan dah. tapi takkan nak balik camtu je kan? cuba korang bayangkan lepas tu balik rumah, nak jawab apa dengan famili. before keluar rumah dah pung pang pung pang heboh nak ke Krabi kononnya, tau2 balik rumah lepas tu cakap; "err.. tiket postpone!" duhh!! Jadi dengan kebijaksanaan dalam kepalaotak ni Allah bagi, sambil2 mengharapkan keajaiban dari Allah.

"Jadi kak, camne saya nak buat ni? Tiket ni kira burn ke? Or boleh nak tukar date lain?"

"Aah, kira burn la dik. Tapi kalau nak postpone, boleh. dalam tempoh 3 bulan (agaknya, aku dah lupa). Tapi ada charges la."
"Berapa charges dia kak?"

"Meh akak tengok tiket." tiket pun bertukar tangan.

"Eh ni dah check in dah ni!" ye memang kami dah web check in awal-awal. senang. dan free. cuma tinggal nak check in luggage je.

"Beg cukup 7kg tak sorang?" angguk2! padahal sorang tu lebih kot, campur hand luggage sekali!

"Ha pegi lari skang. bawak masuk je beg ni kat dalam!"

Hape??bleh masuk?? masa tu memang tak bleh blah. akak tu cakap mesti kurang 7kg, ah pedulik hape. kitorang seret je sume beg tu. Lari memang tak cukup tanah. Berapa security dah kitorang lalu, sume mintak cepat2. cakap kitorang dah lambat ni. securities dgn selamba je cakap, nape tak datang je 5pm karang., esok ke. LOL! main kasar nampak bang! sampai je kat laluan nak ke plane tu, tengok2 orang memang tengah queue. belum start naik pun lagi. fuhhhh... lega!!! dalam flite terkekeh2. aku gelakkan ko, ko gelakkan aku. sempat lagi Katy peratikan aku, gelakkan aku lari. mana taknye, aku dah panik kot tertinggal lagi flight, si Katy dgn ayunya berlari. ciss, tercabar aku sbb aku yg semangat2 lari. hahaha

muka penat lepas lari. dan rasa lega teramat

sbb dapat catch up flite!

Perjalanan dalam 1 jam 15 minit camtu, dan Thailand beza 1 jam masa dengan Malaysia.

Kami sampai di Airport Krabi, then kena cari transport nak ke Ao Nang Beach. Hotel kami Ao Nang Buri Resort.

Masa turun dari imigresen nak ke entrance, kami nampak mamat-mamat yg duk pegang2 nama. nak sambut orang tu -alah ape kenamanya tu. konon2 kami perasan la tu nama kami, buat2 pegi kat orang tu. sekali nampak nama Mr. Muhammad Kamal Hassan. nama familiar. tapi tak ingat. macam mustahil je jumpa orang yg kami kenal kat sini.

bila balik Mesia, baru la Aton bagitau. dia & Kamal pegi hanimun kat sana 5hari 4malam. diorang nampak kami tapi saja tanak tegur.

nampak tak? signage (?) nama Kamal

Aton kat belakang kami. boleh tak perasan langsung dorang ada!

Dari airport, kami cari2 transport. memang kat luar airport takkan ada transport, susah nak cari (berdasarkan orang cerita) so kena gak cari transport dalam airport ni. Ada Taxi 600THB, Shuttle Bas 150THB. Van lagi mahal. Kami ambik Taxi 600THB (lebih kurang RM60). Masa berjalan ke teksi tu, nampak shuttle bas. Boleh la tahan! ingatkan buruk! patut kami naik tu aje. tapi lepas naik teksi tu, kami tanya boleh ke naik shuttle bas je. driver cakap, boleh sampai Ao Nang, tapi mungkin tak sampai resort kami sebab ke dalam sangat. Perjalanan dari Krabi town ke Ao Nang dalam 1 jam lebih. jauh weh..

Masuk je pekan Ao Nang, kami dah eksaited. Lagi2 nampak plak laut, aduhai tak sabar rasa nak terjun. Bila tanya driver, dia cakap kat tepi2 ni jarang orang buat mandi. Sebab air dalam. Biasanya nak mandi, pegi beach sebelah sana (kendian baru tau, pegi beach lain sebelah Ao Nang. lupo plak den namo eh) Hotel kami berdepan dengan pantai.

Bila sampai kat hotel/resort, rasa eksaited lagi. sebab cantik! Apa2hal, register dulu, check in dulu baru la nak berjalan ke begambar ke ape kan. Pada yg ambik pakej flight + hotel dgn Airasia, jangan lupa print out voucher hotel. kena tunjuk voucher tu masa check in.

Kemudian masuk bilik, walawei!!~~

Ok semua muka Katy. apekah?? XD

Lepas dah rehat2 kejap, kami pun keluar balik. Nak survey town kononnya, dan cari makan. Keluar dari hotel, nak ke AoNang town, mangai jauhnye la hai! kami jalan kaki je sebab ingatkan dekat je. Dah separuh jalan, kami give up. Nak naik tuktuk aje (or sebenarnya cab? sebab tuktuk lagi kecik. 'cab' ni ada seat lebih sikit)

Dah nak give up dah, tapi ternampak plak 1 kedai ni ada pakej2 massage. kalau ke Thailand, takkan tanak cuba massage nye, ye tak? Kebetulan depan kedai massage tu ada gerai penkek. Perut memang lapar, tak jumpa2 makanan lagi. jadi kami pun decide nak merasa dulu penkek ni. orang cakap, dtg Thailand memang kena rasa penkek nye. macam roti canai nipis, dalam taruk isi macam2. makan panas2, garing2. peh, memang terbaik!

Kanan: Pancake with Banana
Kiri: Pancake with Coconut

Pakcik ni pulak pandai speaking melayu. ala-ala kelantan + kedah. so memang tak susah la nak sembang. kami tanya mana nak jalan kat sini, pantai boleh mandi ke tak. sebenarnya kami datang ni takde ikut pakej mana2 pun. jadi kena la pandai2 tanya sana sini. pakcik ni rekemen kan sorang driver. kawan dia sebenarnya. kira ambik driver ni, mana2 pun dia boleh bawak kita. sampai pukul berapa2 pun. bayar 400THB (RM40) bincang punya bincang, Katy cakap ambik jela. kita pun tatau nak ke mana ni. jadi kami pun ikut driver tu. nak tau kami naik 'teksi' apa? naik FORTUNER kau! hahahaha. hebat tak hebat. (dalam hati cuak jugak ikut orang tak kenal)

So kami pun follow jela driver tu. pakcik penkek tu dah bagitau sikit2 mana nak bawak kami. jadi dia bawak ke Night Market. bila sampai, rasa frust sangat. ingatkan night market tu macam uptown ke ape. rupanya memang night market i.e pasar malam~! sobsob. sebab kecewa, 1 gambar pun kami tak tangkap TT__TT bila dah habis round (pendek je pasar malamnya) Katy cakap, daripada buang masa kecewa2 ni, baik beli dinner. hati yg sedih pun jadi gembira. sebab? perut yg sedih buat kita sedih, perut yg gembira buat kita gembira. tak gitu? gitu!!~~ gahahaha

lepas dah habis beli makanan, bincang2 lagi. takkan nak terus balik. bayar mahal2, tapi pegi sini je. tapi nak pegi mana lagi, kami pun taktau. (patut beli map kan?) kendian pegi balik kat FORTUNER tu (cuak jugak kot tetibe driver tu blah tinggalkan kami. hihi) mintak driver tu bawak pusing2 Ao Nang town. syukur dia cakap boleh, takyah tambah duit ape2. best2! XD

Katy cari topi.

Den dah ado topi den beli kek Langkawi marin XD

Owh btw, Aton & Kamal cakap nampak kitorang malam ni kat sini! sabar jela boleh tanak tegur! kot kami hilang, camne? hahaha *gila lah imaginasi* jalan2 kat situ, nampak ada pakej2 murah2. kan datang tanpa pakej, jadi sebenarnya kami memang takde plan nak buat apa esok.kuang3. survey punya survey, kami pilih aktiviti Kayak+Elephant trekking 900THB per pax, dan transport to airport 150THB per pax. transport ni murah kan?! naik van, selesa plak tu. Kayak + elephant sebenarnya lagi mahal, tapi mintak2 diskaun, dapat la murah. tapi lepas je bayar, pastu pegi stall lain plak, nampak ada yg lagi murah! @__@ sabar jela kan..

Dah habis shopping, balik, makan, tido.

Sambung esok plak! XD

My Travelogue

2012-01-24T09:36:00.002+08:00

Baru hapdet 1 tab (as above) untuk travelogue saya.

Ok, bukan travelogue sangat pun. sebab it is supposed to be stories/diaries etc about travel, tapi aku main campur je ape2 pasal trip/travel/aktiviti luarbiasa sikit yg aku buat. Heh.

Layan kan je ok! XD

Akan hapdet cerita dari Krabi!!~

@Pilah

2012-01-22T17:13:00.001+08:00

Kata paklong,
Buek apo ko duduk je lam bilik tu. Mano tak bosan. Poei la ambik rambutan kat blakang tu ha.
*sila baca seolah2 den memang waghih :p *

Jadi pagi2 tadi semangat la ngajak adik jogging. Lepas tu yg 3budak hitam (eh sori putih blako ni.hihi) sibuk nak ngikut. Kami jalan sampai ke Juasseh. Atok cakap dalam setengah batu jauhnya. Er..kalau ikut ayah, maybe dalam 5 tiang lampu kot? haha XD

Balik tu, kerjakan pokok rambutan, langsat kat belakang rumah arwah Wanlang.

Lepak jap, sambung plak lagi manjat pokok duku belakang rumah.
Ewah, dgn ayah & abg hisyam skali manjatnye.

Sementara tunggu Asar, lepak dapur pulak.
Makan2 lagi benda2 goreng. Peh, Abg Hisyam jadi chef. keh3

Lepas Asar, main kat padang rumah dgn budak2. Main baling selipar katanya.
Dah lama den tak main, mengah berlari dan mengejar XD

Pastu cam elok je timing, dah letih2 gitu, bangla jual aiskrim plak datang!
Peh..terus beli aiskrim total rege nye empat belas STENGGA. hihi. budak2 ni tanya, stengga tu apa?
Stengga tu setengah, orang bangla ni tak reti sebut 'nga'. kui3

Best lah cuti kalini, ada gak aktiviti.
Kalau tak masing2 bosan je balik kampung, pastu memerap je dalam bilik main tenet, or tido = ="

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Diberi Dan Diuji

2012-01-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hati rasa tak tenang. Ada-ada je benda yg nak dipikirkan.
Kalau nak dipikir-pikirkan, tah ape la yg aku pikirkan.
Kemudian terlupa apa yg aku pikirkan tadi, maka pikir2kan pulak apa yg lupa dipikirkan tadi.
Ha..tu yg jadi macam2 benda yg pikir tu = ="

Org selalu cakap,
Be careful what you wish for.

Sebabnya bila kita minta sesuatu,
dan Allah beri,
kemudian kita tak suka,
apa yg kita buat?
kita marah Allah.
soalannya skang, layak ke kita nak marah Allah? sape kita ni nak marah2 Sang Pencipta kita?

Tapi..jangan la pulak takut nak meminta pada Allah.
Kan Allah suka hamba-hambaNya yg suka meminta pada Dia.

Cuma bila kita minta, kemudian Allah beri dan uji, jangan la merungut.

Konsep dia senang je.
Macam kita beli kereta. kemudian nak tambah spare part.
Mesti la kita nak test drive dulu, compatible ke tak spare part tu kan.
Atau kita beli komputer. Lepas tu nak upgrade hardware kononnya.
Mesti la kita test dulu, compatible ke tak new hardware tu. betul tak?

Macam tu la bila kita mintak sesuatu dari Allah.
Nah! Allah bagi.
tapi Allah bagi tu dengan ujian.
kenapa?
sebab nak tengok kita ni mampu ke tak nak terima 'hadiah' dari Allah yg kita duk mintak2 tu..
kira Allah nak 'test drive' kita la kononnya.

kalau agak2 tak compatible hadiah Allah tu dgn kita, kita buang benda yg tak compatible tu. benda2 yg dah buruk, busuk. kita adjust diri kita, supaya boleh terima hadiah Allah tu..
maknanya apa? maknanya bila kita berdoa, kemudian Allah makbulkan DAN Allah datangkan dengan ujian, jangan marah2. Allah lebih tau apa yg baik dan tak baik utk kita; dan belajar jadi hamba yg bersyukur.

(ni la dia masalah bila dah lama tak hapdet blog, trus membebel panjang lebar)

pendek cerita, saya berdoa kat Allah bantu saya dalam satu masalah ni. lama saya tunggu. kemudian Allah makbulkan. syukur teramat sangat.
tapi Allah uji saya. saya jadi cepat baran (ni memang perangai lama, cuma sebelum ni entah kenapa macam ada kuasa ajaib, saya jadi org paling penyabar *perasan sendiri*) dan suka melewat2kan solat.
Allah nak uji - samada saya ni lepas dapat kurniaan Allah, masihkah saya boleh jadi hamba yg bersyukur?

kata sorang Ustat arab di IKIM (dah lupa nama); "regret is good. when you regret, you tend to do things to amend your wrongs." dan bila kita rasa kita dah jadi hamba Allah yg baik, Allah segera makbulkan doa-doa kita, masa tu la kita tanpa sedar mula jadi hamba Allah yg tak bersyukur. nauzubillah... =(

p/s: apsal shoutbox aku prob? hadoyai

Beach & Glory

2012-01-07T18:57:00.001+08:00

Tengah tunggu sunset=) ni 1st time nak tengok sunset dari beach.ngeh3.biar la budak2 pun kan. At least I have no regrets in my life=)

P.s: sape tah yg jadi model aku ni :p

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Port Dickson peace yo!!

2012-01-07T13:12:00.000+08:00

Ready, Gesek, Go!

2012-01-02T22:35:00.001+08:00

Esok 1st day keje 2012.

New year tak bermakna memang totally tahun yg baru.

Masalah tahun lepas (minggu lepas pun tahun lepas gak) mesti kena mengadap gak tahun baru ni.

Bermakna esok la harinya.

Arghhh!!

*tarik rambut*

2012 blues.bleh?

Hihi

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Happy New Year!

2012-01-02T00:13:00.001+08:00

Welcome 2012!

1 je yg saya nak tahun ni..

Buat mak ayah saya gembira!!

^^

Greyson Chance di KL

2011-12-27T00:07:00.003+08:00

OK. memang ketinggalan habis.
Saya tatau Greyson Chance perform dalam AIM. wow.
(impliedly nak bagitau saya tak tengok tv & tak layan gosip. cewah!)

Patut la tetibe kat facebook ade fenomena Greyson Chance lak tetibe.
Anyway nak letak gak kat sini! :D

Greyson Chance ohsem! ^^

Goodbye 2011

2011-12-26T00:44:00.003+08:00

Rasa macam cepat sangat 2011 ni. tau2 dah sampai ke hujung, dah nak masuk 2012.

Terasa macam tahun ni banyak sangat bazir masa, entah buat ape entah.

Tahun ni memang ada banyak susah.

Saya behenti keje, menganggur selama 2 bulan, berpisah dengan 'orang tersayang' (muahaha. geli siot), masalah2 dalam famili. bila pikir2, memang nak mengeluh. memang rasa nak mengalah. rasa macam takde erti hidup ni. cewah.

Skali lagi, jangan lupa, count your blessings. Maka:-

1) Januari 2011
10/01/11: Maryam lahir =)

2) Februari 2011
25/02/11: Habis chambering. wohoo!! (1 of 30 before 30 completed)

3) Mac 2011
01/03/11: Mula kerja baru. Belajar makna sebenar 'hell' di dunia.(2 of 30 before 30 completed)
18/03/11: Officially called to the Bar. best feeling ever =) (3 of 30 before 30 completed)

4) April 2011
12 - 18/04/11: Beijing Trip. (4 of 30 before 30 completed) Trip tanpa Ayah.
Berjaya naik ke Great Wall of China. (5 of 30 before 30 completed)

macam terencat. I know :D

5) Mei 2011 - OFFICIALLY SETAHUN SELAMAT DARI SEBARANG ACCIDENT. ALHAMDULILLAH... =)

6)) Jun 2011
10/06/11: Officially behenti keje. The best decision ever.

7) Ogos 2011
01/08/11: Mula bekeje kat tempat baru. Syukur alhamdulillah dapat environment & bosses yg baik =) OFFICIALLY A LAWYER =) (6 of 30 before 30 completed)
05/08/11: Berjaya graduate DSLP! wohoo!! (7 of 30 before 30 completed)

8) Oktober 2011
23/10/11: Business trip to Langkawi. One day trip pulak tu. Best! ^^ (8 of 30 before 30 completed)
26-28/10/11: Krabi Trip. Berdua dengan Katy. 1st time trip overseas tanpa famili, tanpa pakej mana2 tour agent. 1st time berkayak. 1st time naik gajah. Paling best, 1st time Katy pegi overseas :D (9 of 30 before 30 completed)

9) November 2011
11/11/11: Muhammad bertunang. nice date!
12/11/11 - 13/11/11: 1st overseas business trip. Singapore je pun. Tapi still jakun! last time datang Singapore masa umur..er... masa sekolah rendah.

10) Disember 2011
03/12/11: Konvo DSLP. sorang2. kata ayah, "tu tanda awak dah besar"!

04/12/11: Another business trip to Singapore. Day trip. Alone. (yayy me! dah besar skang!) (10 of 30 before 30 completed)
20/12/11: Hussein kawin. wow adik2 ku sungguh advance!
31/12/11: Hussein's reception. Penutup 2011.

Overall, 2011 takde la teruk sangat kan :)

30 Before 30 List

2011-12-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

30 things I want to do before I turn 30

Go for Umrah
Own a house
Buy a new car
Be a boss of my own
Find a job I like
Write and publish a novel
Run a 10km Marathon (okay I've never went to any marathon before this!)
Be a dedicated (bi)cyclist. (yeah right. what happen to my bicycle? TT__TT)
Able to support my parents and my brothers financially. (my sisters sila support yourselves.haha)
Visit Korea!
Learn how to cook.
Join any volunteer work
Go on a roadtrip
Have a complete Malaysia-tour!
Live by my own
Be someone's bridesmaid!
Complete a Master course.
Have a camera. (kesian gila at this age, I don't have any)
Help my mom with her business (es)
Go backpacking trip.

That's all I can think of now.

Will update later!

Hwaiting!! :))

source & inspiration!

Before I Turn..... List

2011-12-25T22:10:00.001+08:00

I’m taking a Starbucks break.

Posted on January 7, 2010 by sandyb

So apparently I have good ideas. Sometimes.

The other day I wrote a post about how other bloggers have started to BELIEVE ME when I say that creating a “Before I Turn… List” actually works. Kind of like the way when you write a grocery list and the food you need/want sort of ends up in your cart and somehow appears in your kitchen and then in your mouth, feeding you and nourishing your brain. Kind of like that. Only a Birthday List is 10x more awesome, because it can score you things that are equally as fulfilling as food, but better, like success or accolade or a tattoo or a vespa or peace of mind or money or a dream job, or all of that. It all starts with a List, just like your favorite dish. That’s not a coincidence.

So, without further hold up, stop what you’re doing at work because THIS will be the best post you read all day. It’s by the lovely and humorous Cheryl, creator and purveyor ofConfessions of a Twenty-Something Year Old, which has amassed a well-deserved following for her poignant to-the-point posts about shit that’s relevant to 20somethings and that 30ishes wished they thought of 10 years ago. Seriously. She’s a gal with sass and she takes her Venti straight up, like a real woman.

Take it away, Cheryl.

You know how sometimes you read a motivational blog, and on the sidebar, the blogger has written a whole list of things he/she wants to accomplish before a certain age?

Yeah, okay. I vowed to never come up with one of those lists- mostly because the people who write those lists actually attempt to do the things they’ve written, but not me. I’m lazy, which means I allow life to roll its own course, and should one of these things happen to me, then great; but if not, I’m not particularly bummed. My cousin, Jacqueline, once said something about how if you have no expectations in life, you can have no disappointments, and as morbid as that may be, I am pretty much stoked everyday of my life, which means that her theory has to be at least partially true. But anyway, the other day, I opened my inbox to find a really long e-mail from Sandyb asking me to guestblog a “things I want to do before …” list for her. Of course, my first thought was “ah, crap” because making this list would mean that I would have to do some serious soul-searching. But whatever. Sandyb is awesome, so I’d do it for her. So here I am, and after 72 hours of obsessing over all the crap I haven’t done in my life, I’ve come up with the following.

The Top 20 things I’d like to do before 30- because 30 things would require too much thought:
1. Write for a magazine.
2. Study graphic design.
3. Live in Australia.
4. Become featured blogger.
5. Get through one morning without having to look for my keys.
6. Get through one day without using my cellphone or some sort of chat device.
7. Learn to speak Spanish perfectly.
8. Learn to play the guitar.
9. Finish writing a song.
10. Write and publish a novel.
11. Make a difference in someone’s life.
12. Own a dog
13. Completely stop saying “like” and “um” in every conversation, unless necessary.
14. Be less critical.
15. Find out whether it’s actually possible to be friends with an ex.
16. Be cliche, and do something supposedly incredibly romantic like visit Paris with my boyfriend.
17. Get married.
18. Change my look- because it’s been the same for 7 years. Seriously.
19. Drink less coffee, because at this rate I’m going to die before 30.
20. Watch the Leafs win the Stanley Cup.
***

UPDATE: Wow! I should use invite Cheryl more often. Seriously though, the responses here are great (keep ‘em coming!) and my inbox has equally awesome messages about this. BUT, I need to clear something up: Your “Birthday List” starts and ends on YOUR BIRTHDAY, not necessarily at 30, which is a long ways away for a lot of you (so jealous, by the way).

If your birthday has passed or is seven months off or whatever, don’t sweat it. You can STILL MAKE A LIST OF THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH BEFORE YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY (why am I yelling?). Most folks are bummed about turning another year older- a Birthday List, however, helps change that, because it’s the day on which, if you complete your List, you’ve accomplished so much. See what I did there? I reverse-psychologied aging. And yes, that does make me a mild genius in some circles (albeit some very small circles, but they’re circles, nonetheless).

Again, would love to host your List over here, but if you decide to just post on your own blog, totally cool, just link it back to here. Spread the love and give this little project some legs!

So I got this idea, to have my list-to-do before I turn something. (coming up after this!)
But take note to the bolded & underlined and colored-in-purple lines. Ain't that true to some of us? because some of us really don't like planning, and really wanna stick with go with the flow rule. Can't blame them for that, because sometimes their lives are smooth enough and why would they go out from their comfortable zone anyway? But isn't there a saying that when you fail to plan, you actually plan to fail?

But anyway, it's not my business to mind their plans, and I'm determined to have my list :)
I don't want to live my life regretting things I've done or not done, and want to enjoy every single day in my life. Most of all, may Allah bless me in everything I do :)

keje keje keje keje keje

2011-12-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

Minggu ni ngelat taknak keje hari sabtu.

Sepatutnya ada beberapa signing/client kena attend, tapi sume tu aku campak jauh2 - bagi alasan ada hal weekend ni so takleh signing hari sabtu.

WTH, sejak bile plak hari sabtu jadi hari keje, ye dak?

kalau bos nak, bayar lebih la patutnye kan. ni bos tatau ni aku ngelat 'campak2' client cakap takleh sign sabtu ni. kalau bos tau, mau dia bising tu. "u cannot do like this one, u have to attend the clients. otherwise UOA will bising one." ye, ade UOA nak bayar gaji aku extra? takde kan? heh!

ok the thing is, aku memang la tak kisah nak stayback ke, keje sabtu ke.. tapi cannot la too often. badan pun nak rehat jugak. ni aku tgh sengal2 badan dekat 2 minggu - 'rentetan' keje tiap2 weekends dan bawak barang/file/dokumen yg berat2. lenguh badan2 aku wei! so samada bos nak kena bagi aku rehat on weekends, atau kena bagi aku cuti masa weekdays. huahaha (~~kat sini bleh la konon nak compromise dgn bos. cuba cakap depan2. tak berani :P)~~

pastu hujung tahun memang la keje macam nak gila. serius tak tipu ayat gila tu. sebab 1, kebanyakan client (chinese mostly) nak beli property before raya diorang. 2, developer nak tutup akaun for the year, so nak naikkan sales diorang bagi nampak mantap. agaknye la. so kuli2 macam aku ni la kena henyak (wujudkah perkataan ini?) buat keje.

kat ofis memang tak menang tangan. kadang2 nak minum pun tak sempat (sebab nak minum kena basuh cawan dulu. nak basuh cawan tu kena pegi toilet luar dari ofis. maka makan masa yg lama maka baik takpayah buat air = =") dengan kekurangan staff nye.

one thing about me, aku takleh sangat2 kalau tgk muka org tu dia tunjuk tak suka/ tak puas hati.then aku akan pikir berkali2 nak bagi keje/cakap apa2 kat dia. sooooooo..... daripada aku nampak muka dia tak puas hati camtu then aku rasa tak sedap hati, baik aku suck up all the works aje. lepas tu tolong la jangan tanya aku bizi ke, banyak ke keje nak buat. what's on my table are all the 'in' works', bukan 'out' works maka keje memang banyak dan jangan buat tanya ada tak keje then bila aku nak bagi kau buat muka malas/tak suka/taknak pulak, maka kesimpulannya jangan tanya langsung = ="

keje memang banyak. aku tak penah komplen kat sape2 (ok maybe a bit. tapi bab 'a bit' tu memang aku yakin sgt betul) tapi tak bermakna aku buat keje kurang daripada org lain. maybe aku perasan je keje aku paling banyak. tapi kalau keje org lain lagi banyak, diorang takkan ada masa nak main facebook sepanjang masa dan/atau tanya aku "bizi ke?banyak keje ke?"

sekian!

p/s: sape2 yg baca ni terasa hati, sila la bersyukur sebab saya tak penah komplen depan anda = ="

(macam tak ikhlas je saving clause ni.wakaka)

Nak Sgt Enjoy Kan..

2011-12-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Kata org, be careful what u wish for.

Nak sangat enjoy tu ini, tak ingat kita ni sebenarnya ada tanggungjawab sbg student, sbg anak, paling penting sbg makhluk Allah.

Nah skarang Allah bagi kamu tanggungjawab2 yg sangat besar dan sangat dahsyat, yg aku lagi tua dari kamu pun belum sanggup nak terima tanggungjawab tu.

Jadi pandai2 la kamu nak hidup.

Kamu yg nak enjoy sangat,
Kami di sekeliling ni yg terasa peritnya.

Ni Faris Yg Post

2011-12-14T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hhhyuuyyyyhhhh. Bbbbbbbbbb bhhggyyhh

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:'(

2011-12-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

Kalau ikutkan hati yg merajuk dgn dunia,

aku ketepikan je sume keje. simpan je buat pekasam.

Nasib baik Allah tu Maha Melihat lagi Maha Mengetahui.

Kau sabarkan dan tabahkan la aku ya Allah.

This Time It's For Real

2011-12-12T21:33:00.001+08:00

For the last time, I thought I should amend things between us.

But as I'd thought, it ain't went well.

So this time, it's for real.

Count Your Blessings

2011-12-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

This week memang exhausted teramat sangat. Semalam rasa macam nak give up dah, nak terus balik rumah lepas jumpa client, malas nak pegi wedding sape2. Sampaikan saya pilih utk naik teksi daripada LRT Universiti ke LRT Taman Jaya, yg cuma 1 stesen tu je sebab terlalu penat. Sampaikan masa naik teksi pun, pemandu teksi tu cakap saya nampak penat, dan sanggup bawak saya ke Amcorp Mall, sedangkan jarak dekat je dan tak untung pun dia bawak saya.

Masa tu memang rasa hopeless sgt2. Terasa macam sorang2, takde tempat nak mengadu. Kurang2 pun, dapat la kurang penat bila ada tempat mengadu atau orang yg console kita.

Kemudian teringat 'an existence' - Allah. Satu existence yg kompem takkan mengecewakan sape2. Katakanla kan, kita mengadu kat satu manusia ni dengan harapan nak mengadu dan mintak simpati. Katakanla pulak, jawapan yg dia bagi nanti akan menghampakan kita, mungkin dia akan jawab; biasa la tu, dah nama pun keje. memang la penat.mana ada keje yg senang. atau; awak pegi la komplen kat bos awak tu, cuti2 pun kena keje jugak. Jawapan2 ni la yg saya malas nak dengar. Yup, memang saya berharap ada yg mendengar bila saya mengadu, tapi kenapa ek jawapan2 tu rasa macam buat jiwa lagi penat?

Terpikirkan ada wujudnya existence yg takkan mengecewakan saya, saya pun mengadu padaNya.

Terus terang, lepas tu penat rasa hilang. dah tak tensen. dan boleh terus senyum ^^

Masa kita rasa kita takde sape, jangan lupa kita ada Allah.

Masa kita rasa kita tak cukup masa, jangan lupa kita ada 24 jam sehari.

Masa kita rasa penat dan malas nak pegi wedding, jangan lupa nanti kita dapat jumpa kawan2 lama =)

Masa kita rasa kita keje paling teruk, jangan lupa ada orang lebih teruk keje dari kita. kadang2 sampai tak dibayar keje nye.

Jangan sentiasa pikir susahnya kita ni, pikir la senangnya kita ni nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain.

Kenapa perlu bersedih kerana 1 sebab sedangkan anda boleh gembira dengan seribu sebab =)

Congrats!

2011-12-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

Dear you,

nampak macam ada menang something.

Congrats!

p/s: this is the only way to communicate with you. pathetic, isn't it.

Buku Murah Memang Tak Pecaya

2011-12-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

Korang penah pegi expo buku BigBadWolf tak? Yg buku murah teramatlah sangat, paling mahal RM5.00. orang kata lah. aku tak penah pegi. kekekeke

Tapi opis aku kat bawah nye ada 1 kedai buku memang murah nak..er..murah sampai terbeliak bijik mata. er.. dan kedai buku ni sebenarnya one of the contributors utk apa2 expo BigBadWolf tu. (ok aku memang tatau fakta. sila betulkan)

Nama kedai buku ni BookXcess. Kat Amcorp Mall Level 3. haaa sila2 datang :D

Ni baru lepas collect member card. peh, memang rasa nak nangis sangat2 lah masuk kedai buku ni.

Sebab?

Murah sangat3 sebab tgh sale utk Xmas ni, pastu dah ada card, lagi la rasa nak nangis sebab 'mampu' beli banyak2 dan jimat!

Masalahnya nak nangis tu sebab dah takde duit extra nak shopping2 ni TT__TT

Tapi memang serius murah weh! Siap dalam hati td cakap; "ha sape2 nak aku bagi hadiah Xmas pon bleh gak ni. Jodi Picoult - House Rules hard cover size besar baru RM25.00. aku mampu ni nak bagi hadiah!" :D

p.s: thank you nadyacheryl sbb add akak ;)

Thousand Years

2011-12-07T19:06:00.002+08:00

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How do be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath,

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid,

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

* * * *

"Pernah tak mimpi menangis, kemudian bila sedar, memang sebenarnya korang betul2 tgh menangis? Menangis yg sgt teruk, sampai rasa nak muntah, kepala pening, kemudian mata jadi lagi ngantuk..."

hafta admit. lagu ni memang slow teramat lah sangat. tapi lirik dia shweet! (peh geli dengar)
dan lagu ni sentiasa terngiang2 kat telinga lepas daripada mimpi seperti tersebut di atas.

syahdu tak? mimpi menangis, bila sedar2 memang tengah nangis. pastu nangis memang teruk ya amat, teresak2 nye la hai. siap tak bleh stop plak tu.

ok mimpi dia?
mak paksa kawin. kuangkuangkuang.

cite pendek,
mak jangan paksa imah kawin pls!!!!

okbai!

Konvokesyen DSLP 2011

2011-12-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

Up la satu gambar.

Saya konvo DSLP pagi tadi.

Jiwa Merajuk

2011-12-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

Sebahagian jiwa merajuk dgn keje2 kat ofis.

Apekejadahnya hantar outstation tapi satu hapak duit pun takde hulur. ingat pegi tu sume boleh bayar pakai daun ke. bukan tak boleh nak dulukan duit, tapi mau lebih kurang 300-400 duit sendiri. sedangkan claim 60 hengget yg dulu pon blum2 dapat gak lagi, yg ni tahun depan gamaknye baru dapat.

nasib baik bos macam memahami, bagi duit dia dulu. heeee sayang bos super extra.

Sebahagian jiwa lagi merajuk dgn seseorang.

Orang yg rapat sgt2. Dan merajuk yg teramat teruk.

Dear you,

I've done this many times before, but this has never been easier and worst, it's not getting anymore easier.

Whatever you say, to think that you hate me is the easiest way out (for me) so far.

I'm sorry..

I wish we could stop all these pretenses and live as we have been before.
But we all know it's impossible.
Hence, I've stopped wishing for anything including (especially) you, but for the memories to remain.

Back To December

2011-12-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

Dah Disember. Tak lama lagi 2012. Cepat betul masa berlalu.

Dulu nak sangat fast forward kan 2011 kan. haa amek ko.. :P (read here)

Jeles dgn orang2 yg cakap banyak benda dah accomplished for this year.

Aku?
Hurm.. banyak jugak benda best. Habis DSLP, esok konvo, dah habis chambering then longcall bagai.
Tapi dugaan tu pun tak kurang sikitnya TT__TT

Sekali lagi rasa takut nak habiskan tahun ni. Takut dgn tahun depan - tahun penuh tanggungjawab.

Okey, checklist utk Disember ni ape ek?
Meroyan dengan gunting dah sudah.
Baca novel jiwang pun sudah.
Layan lagu jiwang setel.
So ape ek?

Oh! Masa utk kuruskan badan plak!
Tapi bleh ke? kihkihkih

Bye!

Cambodia the Forgotten World

2011-12-01T09:47:00.001+08:00

Got this one from Lawyer's Talk's email.

Just 30 kilometres from Cambodia's world famous Angkor temples is an astounding sight tourists don't see.

Tucked away from foreign eyes on the outskirts of Siem Reap is a community of about 500 people who live - or survive - in a rubbish dump.
Spanish photojournalist Omar Havana spent seven months from October 2010 to April 2011 getting to know the people at the dump and documenting their lives.
He says what he saw was was "from another world", but that the people are happy.
Here Havana shares his photos and stories with ABC News Online.

Sifting for food at a Cambodian rubbish dump

One day in Cambodia a boy told me he had been living for many years in the rubbish dumps. I tried hard to get permission to visit them but I didn’t, so I made the decision to go without permission. What I saw there was from another world.

In total there are about 500 people working there, most of whom also live, sleep, eat and drink there. After working for several months in the dumps I even saw a child birth.

A woman feeds a baby under a shelter at the dump

With 34 per cent of the total population living on less than $1 a day, those in the dumps, at least they can find food and shelter. They earn about 35 cents per day for 14 hours' work.

A boy scales a bin in search of food
They are nomads. They move from dump to dump when the one they're at is full, normally every four years or so. Their whole life they are living in the dumps; they just move from one to another.

A young girl smiles, surrounded by waste.

They are normal people. Most of the little children are aged between three and 15 and they are always smiling - that was what shocked me most.
The smell is so strong that it gets into your throat. You can taste the smell. Your eyes become full of tears. It is awful, but with time you get used to it.
People scrounge for food as fresh waste arrives.

One day a little boy carrying a bag of blood asked me why the people in my country never smile. I didn’t know what to answer. While he looked at the blood he was carrying as a treasure to eat, he explained to me 'I smile all the time, I’m lucky. Today I’m going to eat this and tomorrow I will see the sun again'.

A boy shows off his find.

They seem immune from the rubbish. Normal sickness is rare; more common is diarrhoea and stomach illness or colds. Something very common there is to suffer cuts and bruises, as most of the children are barefoot in the middle of tonnes of rubbish.

Two young friends embrace.

Basically the dump is their shopping centre. Everything that they need to survive comes from the dump. They always tell me that they are lucky if they find bananas because they are clean under the skin.

A woman fetches water.

The rubbish is coming from Siem Reap, the main tourist city in Cambodia, where there are many hotels including a few that have rooms for over $1,500 a night. It is a city of almost 150,000 people.

Pile of scraps at a Cambodian rubbish dump.

They deserve to be known, they deserved to have a voice, and I think their smiles are the best way they can show themselves. They are happy just because tomorrow they will see the sun.

A young girl sits among the rubbish.

I have to be honest, I didn’t find that place sad. I was happy every time that I was with the people living there.
Girl laughs while rummaging for food.

The sadness and the tears come after, when you are in your hotel room surrounded by material things and you don’t see the smiles and the faces of the people living there come to your memory - that is when the sadness invades you.

Group of kids at a Cambodian rubbish dump.

I call Cambodia the Forgotten World. With photography we cannot change the world, but we can change minds and touch hearts. That is the reason why I’m a photographer ... to give a voice to those in silence.

Requiem for a dream: Life on the Cambodian Rubbish Dumps
http://youtu.be/t9YKyaJJjPU

Video filmed in 2011 in Cambodia by Omar Havana

A Step Closer

2011-11-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

Sekarang saya paham perasaan kakak saya (Syakirin) bila dia bagitau; "Mak, kelas Kirin tinggal beberapa orang je lagi yg belum kawin. Yg lain semua dah kawin!"

1) agak stress bila tengok kawan2 semua dah selesai separuh kitaran hidup.

2) memang stress. dah takde agak2 dah.

Tahun lepas buleh tahan lagi, setakat sorang dua kawin , tunang.

Tahun ni memang tak buleh blah. Tiap2 minggu ada orang tunang, kawin. berderet2 kot. Dan orang tu kawan kita sendiri, bukan kawan kepada kawan ke ape.

Jujur la cakap, dah orang nak kawin, biar la dia nak kawin. rezeki masing2, dah jumpa sekufu hidup, dan dah dipermudahkan jalan nak hidup sama.

Aku ni? heh. bukan setakat sekufu hidup tak jumpa, seteru pun belum hilang dari hidup. haha @__@

Masalah nak lupakan luka lama pun tak setel lagi, nak setelkan kitaran hidup dengan orang lain plak. pendek kata macam ni la, masalah hidup aku sendiri tak setel lagi, jgn nak ditambah2 masalah hidup yg lain. kukuh tak alasan tanak kawin lagi?? hahahaha

Takyah tunggu masa nak kawin pun, kita sentiasa 'a step closer to anything'. dengan kematian, dengan pengalaman hidup. Enjoy jela kan hidup ni kan selagi boleh, macam esok hari mati kita =)

Congrats Nadia Syazana & Sofhan!

p/s: betul ke tak betul guna ayat sekufu hidup ni? den main bantai yo. hahaha

It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

2011-11-25T18:17:00.001+08:00

If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine at my door

Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don't have it anymore.

Bruno Mars!
Kenapa suara kau sedap sangat??!

*Bleeding*

p/s: OST Twilight

Sabar la Mak

2011-11-25T07:10:00.001+08:00

Sabar la mak..

Allah takkan bagi ujian pada kita,kalau kita tak mampu nak hadapinya.

Allah takkan uji kita,

Kalau bukan sbb Dia nak tgk tahap mana kekentalan iman kita pada Dia.

Dan Allah takkan uji kita,

Kalau Allah tak pernah janjikan syurga utk org2 yg beriman dan org2 yg sabar.

Tahun lepas Allah uji dlm bentuk yg lain, acah2 punya, tahun ni Allah uji bentuk lain pulak, real punya. Sampaikan rasa mcm dlm drama, tak caya semua ni blh jadi.

Sabar la mak,

Semua ni kifarah dosa kita.

Kata org, masa kita sedang diuji, jgn asik marah2 je. Tapi dlm masa yg sama amik kesempatan tu utk berdoa pada Allah, mintak diampunkan segala dosa dan diringankan segala ujian.

Ya Allah,

Kau ampunkanlah dosa2 kami,

Dan ringankanlah beban kami. Jangan Kau uji kami lebih daripada kemampuan kami,

Dan jangan Kau abaikan kami selepas kami diuji.

Amin..

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Trust No One

2011-11-24T19:35:00.000+08:00

There was a time where I got scolded from both of my big bosses, and I couldn't say anything but sorry. Maybe then it was obvious that I didn't know about the thing, and my boss asked the person in charge for the thing. And I said, it was A.

The truth is, I've never like to pass the blame to others - because it will sound as if I'm making an excuse.

So when the air was clear, my boss came to my room and said;

"You should not trust anyone, even though they're your friends. You should always check their works yourself, so you'll have the satisfaction. But don't trust yourself too much too.."

At first, my thought was; uh oh..this boss has a serious trust issue. Please ya Allah, I don't want the same mistake (as per my previous job) repeat again.

But then, suddenly I realized I've become one - the person that never trust anyone. Well, it's not that I don't trust anyone at all, but just a little doubt. I've come to be the person that always double check on everything - my works, my colleagues's, my friends', that I've become scared that I might be someone with trust issues, or worse, my friends and colleagues would be extra suspicious on me for always checking on them etc.

What even worse, I don't even trust my friends outside the work circle. I trust them very much, please rest assured my friends = =" but I can't entrust them with problems I have. In the end of the day, I might as well push them aside because I can't share anything with them, and I don't really fancy to be a friend that only needed when my friends have problems. See? there's the trust issues.

On another story, just very recently, my mother was stab-backed by a friend who was not only that my mother, but all of us, had put a trust on. Sad, really. But we learnt something though, never to trust anyone even though it's the best friend of all years. When there's a mistake done by them, always put a little doubt on them. Just so in the future you won't be saying, "I told you so."

Bola Lagi

2011-11-22T05:53:00.001+08:00

Penuh Facebook sume dok sembang pasal bola :D

I'm not a fan at all.

Memang langsung tak tgk bola,dan malas nak tgk sebab tak paham ==" lebih2 lagi tak paham kenapa kena menjerit bila tgk bola.

Ok paham,jerit sebab eksaited. Macam bila gol,sume nak jerit.

Tapi jerit yg mcm..alah jerit la..mcm org mintak tlg,jerit nyaring gitu..serius tak paham =="

Apepun tahniah Harimau Muda!

p/s: tayah tengok bola pun blh tau dah Fakri hampeh, si Fahmi & Badrol hensem dan Malaysia menang. Peh

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Bittersweet

2011-11-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

It hurts to see that you make the same mistake over and over again.

But it hurts more to know that you won't change. At all.

Stupid.

And now they gone,
And you wishing you could give them everything.

No Strings Attached

2011-11-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

Ada yang rasa saya susah nak didekati,

ada yang rasa saya mudah mesra.

Hakikatnya saya memang mudah mesra, tapi saya tak boleh nak menjadi rapat dengan siapa2 yg saya baru kenal.

Tak boleh atau takut?

Saya paling benci perasaan bila baik dan rapat dengan orang, lepas tu terpaksa ditinggalkan atau meninggalkan. Lepas tu rasa awkward sangat2 bila dah ditinggalkan/meninggalkan, nak berhubung semula dengan mereka.

Sedih kan?

Sebab saya dah jadi robot - manusia yang tanpa perasaan.

Dah Dewasa Katanya

2011-11-19T10:26:00.000+08:00

1. "Dah bangun sembahyang subuh belum? Dah besar2 panjang pun mak nak kena kejut. liat betul!"

bebelan mak tiap2 pagi. layan jela kena bebel pun. sebab walaupun dah besar panjang (er, masih pendek lagi realitinya) masih lagi susah nak bangun subuh sendiri kecuali dengan bebelan mak. terima kasih mak, sebab bebelan mak jela yang mampu buat imah bangun subuh!

2. "Akak ni sesuai jadi cikgu la." "Kenapa pulak?" "Akak takde pun marah2 bila stress, kalau saya tanya banyak2 pun akak sabar aje."
Ye dik, hakikatnya satu masa dulu akak kau ni la kaki emo. Marah kat si A, dengan si B dan C dan D sekali kena. Kau beruntung tak hidup lagi zaman akak kaki emo dulu.

3. "Sabar banyak2.. esok2, tahun depan, tahun2 depan, bila kita cerita pasal ni, mesti masing2 tergelak2 aje.."

Belajar menerima ujian dari Allah dengan redha dan sabar, bukan menyalahkan Allah atau sape2.

4. Bila seorang non-muslim mula bertanya;

"Don't Islam have rights for women?"

"What's the story behind Abraham's sacrifice? Does Quran also have Joseph's name, together with his 11 brothers?"

5. Bila membuat sesuatu perkara, banyak perkara yang perlu didahulukan dan dipertimbangkan - perasaan emak ayah, keluarga, kawan2. Diri sendiri bukan lagi satu kepentingan, ada lagi yg lebih penting daripada diri sendiri.

Jadi dewasa bermaksud,

anda tak lagi melakukan perkara-perkara yang budak-budak dan remaja lakukan,

dan mula melakukan perkara-perkara hanya orang dewasa saja yang lakukan.

Maka bila anda seorang yang bila dilihat dari umur, sepatutnya dan selayaknya digelar seorang dewasa,

tapi masih melakukan perkara-perkara kanak-kanak/remaja,

silalah mula malu dengan diri sendiri.

p/s: susahnya menjadi dewasa. macamana agaknya semua orang dewasa menjadi dewasa ek? :/

Singapore Trip

2011-11-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

At Uber Group's Office, Shenton House, Shenton Way

I promised my boss if our office needs to go to Singapore again, I'll follow her.
So this is it.

4 days notice - in which during that time we had to prepare 19 SPA for signing.
In which I didn't have time to study the SPA (hah! excuses!)

Which resulted in 'failures' of giving good impressions and speeches to the buyers.
Yeah, sad right.

I think I need to take extra English classes.

*die*

However, Singapore is very nice.
All the tall buildings, very modern technologies, a lot of shopping complex.
Wow.

But this is really not my ideal town.
I think I don't like it here.

hahahahahaha

Samsung Galaxy Note

2011-11-06T09:58:00.000+08:00

Previously had a thought to buy Samsung Galaxy Tab 7.7.

But look at this :-

A combination of both phone and tab.

Should I not get this one? =/

Cruel World?

2011-11-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

I blame the world - for turning me into who I am now.
I blame my boss - for making me not to trust everyone in the world.
I blame my work - for making me a human robot that barely have human senses.
I blame my friends - for making me so jovial I forgot how to be mad at them.
I blame you - for making me forget who I really am.

On top of everything,
I blame myself - for not having a control of myself and my life.

Hidup Memang Ada Susahnya

2011-11-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

*Sedap sangat entri ni (perasan) sampai rasa kena publish twice.

* * * * * * *

Dalam hidup ni, ada macam2 jenis manusia.

Ada manusia yg kena berusaha macam nak mati, tapi tak dapat2 jugak ape yang dia nak.

Ada manusia yg kena berusaha lebih sikit, sebab bila dia berusaha baru dia dapat apa yang dia nak. itu pun, belum tentu apa yang diusahakan akan dapat hasil.

Ada manusia yg memang sgt bertuah. tak payah berusaha teruk. cuba cari peluang sikit je, lepas tu melimpah2 rezeki dan peluang datang kat dia.
Orang macam ni memang bertuah sangat2. Semua orang nak jadi macam dia. Semua orang kagum dengan dia.

Tapi ada satu benda yang manusia macam ni takkan dapat rasa - kepuasan dapat sesuatu benda setelah susah payah berusaha.

Dan kerendahan hati.

Langkawi Day Trip

2011-11-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Who said it's impossible to do a day trip to Langkawi?
I did :)

Though not so much time, I still managed to go to the Underwater World (RM28.00);
and went for Cable Car (RM15.00), which also has a Sky Bridge - scarier than KLCC's Sky Bridge.
The Cable Car was also scary - scarier than Genting's. We were stopped at the middle because of the very strong wind - hanging in the air, and we could see all the wires went up and down because of the wind TT__TT

Went to Jetty, but nothing there.
Went to Langkawi Fair (beside Billion), also nothing there. got disappointed with the ad = ="
Lastly saw a chocolate shop (at Kuah Town) at went shopping like crazy. heh!

8 am arrived there,
1am back at home again :)

The Not So Good in Something Good

2011-10-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

Dalam hidup ni, ada macam2 jenis manusia.

Ada manusia yg kena berusaha macam nak mati, tapi tak dapat2 jugak ape yang dia nak.

Ada manusia yg kena berusaha lebih sikit, sebab bila dia berusaha baru dia dapat apa yang dia nak. itu pun, belum tentu apa yang diusahakan akan dapat hasil.

Ada manusia yg memang sgt bertuah. tak payah berusaha teruk. cuba cari peluang sikit je, lepas tu melimpah2 rezeki dan peluang datang kat dia.
Orang macam ni memang bertuah sangat2. Semua orang nak jadi macam dia. Semua orang kagum dengan dia.

Tapi ada satu benda yang manusia macam ni takkan dapat rasa - kepuasan dapat sesuatu benda setelah susah payah berusaha.

Dan kerendahan hati.

21 Oct again

2011-10-22T00:52:00.001+08:00

I somehow forgot that yesterday was my birthday.

No, wait. Actually, I forgot that yesterday was 21 Oct and 21 Oct is my birthday. (whatever lah)

Until I came to the office and one of my office-mates wished me happy birthday.

Well, not that I'm not happy to celebrate my birthday. But I think it's me getting older and what's the use in celebrating birthdays when I'm older?

Plus, I had a rough start yesterday. I woke up late. Forgot to dry up my clothes. Had to rush to Bangsar South for a signing. Was about to start my car when I realized the car couldn't start. Had to go to Bangsar South by taxi, went back by LRT. Couldn't eat Nasi Kandar Zul, as promised with other colleagues. Another signing in the evening at Menara TM. Went back to the office, glad to see foreman came and changed my car's battery (RM150 terbang~~~). Another signing late evening. To sum up, the day was so very the hectic.

Then at 5pm, my senior colleague called us all and said; "Jommmm makan kek!!!!"

Know what?
That's the best feeling ever :)

It feels like, all the hard work being paid off!
hahaha ok ayat poyo gile.

In the end of the day, only 1 thing that I 'managed' to wish on/for my birthday.
"I want a new car." that was when I found out my car broke down.

p/s: a friend congratulates me on being old! wow!

Yang Tersurat dan Yang Tersirat

2011-10-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

Boy: I want you to be happy.
Girl: I'm happy only when I'm with you.
Boy: But I can't make you happy.

(What he actually meant is:go find your own happiness. I don't want to be with you.)

Salah Telekung Busuk

2011-10-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Kat ofis saya takde tempat solat. Jadi bila nak solat, kena pegi 1 level ni, level ni ada sediakan surau.

Sepatutnya semua surau ada sediakan telekung kan? tak banyak, sebarang dua mesti ada.

Satu hari tu saya terlupa bawak telekung sendiri (adat la. bila bekerja kat 1 tempat tu, mesti kita tinggalkan telekung sendiri kan?instead of using surau punya) jadi terpaksa guna telekung surau.

Yang ada cuma satu je.

Tapi bau nya, ya Allah! nak termuntah aku.

Sebab takde telekung lain, terpaksa la belasah gak cuba pakai.

Masa nak sarung telekung tu, uwekkkk..

Memang serius tak buleh blah. busuk gilerrr.

Habis nak buat camni nih..takkan tanak solat plak kan..

Pandang kiri kanan, masa tu saya sorang je kat surau. Tengok almari telekung, berlambak2 telekung orang2 dalam beg masing2.

Dalam hati dah berperang dah, nak pinjam orang punya ke tak ek? nak ke tak? masalahnya tak mintak izin ni. kang dosa pulak nak solat.

Lepas tu ambik je 1 beg sambil bertawakal, mintak kat Allah halalkan saya pinjam telekung ni. Saya janji,kalau nampak owner dia, saya akan bagitau dan mintak halalkan saya guna telekung.

Kemudian saya pun solat dengan aman.

Esoknya saya bawak telekung sendiri.

Tiba-tiba saya perasan, orang yg saya pinjam telekung dia, ada sebelah saya.

Cepatnya Allah suruh saya tunaikan janji semalam = ="

Saya pandang beg dia.

Er....

macamana nak cakap saya guna telekung dia semalam tanpa nada awkward?

Sudahnya saya balik ofis camtu aje.. = ="

Quality Time With Family

2011-10-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

Ayah belanja makan kat Yati Ayam Percik.

hantar kaklang kat airport.

p/s: packing2 barang nak masuk rumah sewa. perasaan macam kena paksa duduk hostel = ="
saya? duk rumah sewa? huh duk duk dekat pun homesick, perasan nak duduk rumah sewa plak. huh!

Dun Krappi Dong Dong!!

2011-09-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

orang cakap Krabi Island cantik.

anyone can share me some info? ^^

can't wait to go there!~ ~ ~

Sabar La Oi

2011-09-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ada masa-masa kau akan down. Masa macam tu, orang cakap la apa pun, nasihat la apa pun, kau takkan peduli. Kau rasa diri kau sorang-sorang, orang lain tak paham perasaan kau, situasi kau. Kau rasa nak give up, rasa semua benda yg kau buat tu macam kau ni loser gila.

Fine.

Kau nak terus macam tu, nak merasa hidup dalam 'gelap', layan jelah beb..

Tapi jangan lama2 sangat.

Setakat kau nak mengenang terkenang nasib diri, berduka lara sebarang dua, cukup ler..

Masa berduka tu bukan utk buat kau terus down, tapi kenang2 balik ape salah silap kau buat.

Kau kena ingat balik, refresh balik ingatan tu, iman tu, rohani tu. Ingat balik ape matlamat kau hidup, apa sebenarnye yg kau nak capai. Nak duit? Nak rumah? Nak keje senang tapi gaji mahal? huh, demand sgt.

Kau kena ingat.. kau mintak la ape pun, dalam 1 dunia ni, cuma Allah je yg boleh makbulkan. kalau orang tak percaya Allah akan cakap, tanpa Allah pun dia boleh hidup dan berjaya, biarkan dia. Kau ingat berjaya ni dari segi duniawi je ke? Duit, rumah, keje? heh, kau duit berjuta pun tak guna kalau hati tak aman dan tenang. Kau boleh tenang sebab Allah, tu aje. Kau jangan lupa..lupa raja', lupa pengharapan dan berserah pada Allah, tu aje dah boleh buat kau rasa stress dan tak tenang hidup.

Ok stage 1 - zaman gelap, done.

Stage 2 - dapatkan balik keyakinan pada diri dan Allah, berharap dan berserah pada Allah, done. Skang kompem kau rasa bersemangat gila nak hidup kan?

Kemudian stage 3 plak - penghayatan ape yg kau yakin pada Allah.

Kau yakin hari ni Allah akan permudahkan semua urusan utk kau. Dah habis semua doa permudahkan urusan kau baca, berulang2 kali, hembus sana sini.

Tapi di pengakhiran hari ni, nampaknya urusan kau tak mudah2 jugak.

So ape kau nak buat skang? Salahkan Allah sbb tak makbulkan doa kau?

Heh.

Sabar la sikit oi.

Tula cara Allah nak bagi motivasi kat kau.

Pandai kau ye.. time Allah seru2 kau 5 kali sehari yg wajib tu, kau buat lengah2 aje.

Tapi time kau mintak tolong dgn Allah, kau nak on time aje ek. amboi, pandai demand nampak..

Jadi skang, kuatkan lagi keyakinan kau. Kukuhkan lagi hubungan kau dengan Allah.

Jgn lupa konsep berharap dan berserah pada Allah tu.

Moga Allah terus bantu dan permudah setiap urusan. amin..

*berusaha! berusaha!*

nazatimsuria

2011-09-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

November ni genap nazatimsuria 4 tahun.

Tahun ni jugak genap setahun nazatimsuria bebas dari sebarang malapetaka dan kecelakaan hatta sekecil2 gumpalan nasi melainkan kecederaan kekotoran di dalam kereta sahaja.

Ayah cakap, cukup duit nanti tukar lah kereta.
Mak cakap, tukar la kereta. sakit mata mak tengok kereta ni.
Kay cakap, eh akak baru tukar kereta ke? kenapa cermin ni macam lain je? (adik, jawapannya..tinted cermin kereta tu dah buruk sangat sampai jadi kembang semangkuk)

Terpikir2 nak tukar kereta. tapi kalau tukar, nak terus sambar CRV. pehh.. berangan lah kau mak temah oi..
pikir2 lagi..daripada beli kereta, baik beli rumah...bla bla bla.. (sedang berangan-angan dalam kereta, lalu kereta mengeluarkan bunyi-bunyian yg pelik.) Ah kau! saja nak aku tukar kereta la ni kan!

Saya ingat lagi eksiden terakhir saya dengan motor makcik ni, on the way ke sungai...(ape tah tak ingat) ikut jalan Selayang lama. lepas eksiden tu, lepas hantar kereta ke workshop, sanggup tuuu teruskan perjuangan asal - suruh pomen tu hantarkan ke sungai, nak jugak mandi sungai. masa mandi tu, gelak2 tak ingat. tapi bila sampai je rumah, dah sorang2, teringat2 eksiden, terus badan menggigil - nangis non stop.

I still remember every single accidents that happened to me.

First ever car accident - a week after Ust Amrillah meninggal, birthday Mardhiya 27 Nov 2007, eksiden kat Jalan Kuari. langgar kereta depan, then kereta belakang hentam sampai 3 kereta.
Around seminggu lepas kereta keluar workshop, langgar divider. Tayar depan kiri pecah.
Tak lama lepas tu kaklang guna kereta, langgar divider lagi, Tayar belakang kanan pecah.
Kemudian buat attachment masa 3rd year, bos mintak drive kan dia ke Jalan Kelang Lama. tgh2 jalan tu tiba2 dengar tayar meletup. Bos gantikan sebelah tayar. Balik rumah, ayah kena gantikan lagi sebelah tayar sebab tak balance size.
Penah kat roundabout Bangi, dilanggar dari belah kiri masa nak masuk bulatan. kena langgar dengan budak P.
Kat Plaza Idaman, masa nak reverse langgar Kancil. kebetulan dia pun reverse sama-sama. masa tu dah la tgh eksaited baru lepas beli fon. lepas eksiden terus tak eksaited dah. kereta ok, tapi Kancil kemek dan kena hantar utk ketuk.
Somewhere kat mana tah, di follow motor dgn rapat. jenis motor yg macam rempit tu, suka buli org. skali aku brek kereta, terus melekat tanda kat kereta. (nasib baik takde eksiden apa2 masa tu)
Kat Jalan Ampang, dilanggar motor dari belakang. tempat langgar tu elok2 je kat tempat motor cite atas ni langgar. terus saya maafkan pakcik.
28 Mei 2010, kereta rosak tengah jalan sebab gearbox rosak. masa ni on the way ke rumah Una utk wedding dia kat Perak. tapi masa tu ajaibnya kereta menghala ke KL. Allah dah tetapkan nak permudahkan urusan yg susah tu.
Sebulan lepas tu, eksiden kat Selayang lama - seperti yg diceritakan di permulaan cerita.

Jadi agak2 kalau tgk saya bawak kereta rasa macam nak maki je, simpan2 jela dalam hati ye..

This is Life. Part 2

2011-09-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

"Awak ni takde kelas ke?"
"Dah takde kelas dah."

"Imah tau tak, budak ni dah kena tendang kolej dia?"

*tepuk dahi*

aduhai adik aku sorang lagi pulak dah terjebak. (note: seorang lagi.)
adoyai...

"awak ni minat apa sebenarnya?"
*tunjuk tanda memasak*

serius???
kalau camtu kakteh luluskan.
kehkehkeh

p/s: seorang sorang lagi tgh surviving. setiap sem cuma 2 subjek. kalau camni sampai bila kau nak habis blaja oi..adoyai..
seorang lagi yg sorang tu, tahun ni Form 5. herr.. andalah harapan ibu dan ayah. *highfive!

This is Life.

2011-09-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams

We're all right where we should be

With my arms out wide I open my eyes

And now all I wanna see

Is a sky full of lighters

A sky full of lighters

* * *

"My dear, where did you get the SPA, eh? That one was not drafted by me."
Gulp! oh I'm so doomed. SPA already commented by the other lawyer, then only my boss realized that it's not the one we (I) should really use?

dang.

* * *

It's not that I don't talk while working, actually I do like talking. a lot. but don't talk too much la dearies, we've got work to do. If you don't have any work to do, go find some works to do. don't drag me into your-don't-have-work's world - coz in case you didn't notice, I've got 'two mountains' on my table to be cleared up.

Then don't terasa-terasa with me lah dearies if I don't 'entertain' you. Ok or not? mesti ok meh..

* * *

I think the only person that hasn't change is me.

I took a step forward, leaving everything behind. Except you.

I need courage to do that - just because if I do it, I think I can never recognize who I really am.

Even you have changed a bit.

So why do I need to be too attached with you?

* * *

I think I really need a vacation.

!!!!!!!

* * *

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go, never say goodbye

Blop..blop..blop..

2011-09-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

*sound effect bunyi lemas*

Lemas dalam timbunan file2.

Daniel Bedington cakap; "I don't wanna run away.."

tapi saya sebaliknya.

I WANNA RUN AWAY!!!!!!~

Self Torturing

2011-09-14T00:37:00.001+08:00

Penah tak mendera diri sendiri?

Contohnya....

haa.. dah puas menyeksa diri ke belum?
kehkehkeh

Case of Nirmala Bonat - The Remake

2011-09-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

Bulan puasa haritu, saya ada kehilangan sesuatu yg sangat berharga. Masa tu mak ayah pegi buat umrah.
Benda tu hilang, memang rasa sangat la ajaib teramat sangat.
Sebabnya saya sorokkan benda tu di celah2 undergarments.

Secara logiknya,
ada 3 inferens buleh buat.
1- saya salah letak.
2- si panjang tangan yg memang well-known dgn kepanjangan tangannya.
3- TKI yg mengemaskan baju2 saya.

inferens 1 tak boleh pakai 99%. sebab saya yakin bila kali terakhir saya letak, dan masa tu kaklang ada sama.
inferens 2 boleh pakai 50% je. sebab si panjang tangan kalau dipikirkan logiknya, takde keje nak bukak drawer yg satu tu. tp still ada lagi 50% kemungkinan.
inferens 3 pun boleh pakai 50%. sebab takde orang lain dah yang akan bukak drawer tu melainkan saya dan mereka.

OYDS 2 dan 3 saya dah tanya. tapi mereka tak ngaku. so ok lah. saya malas nak tanya banyak2 kali.

saya pun dapat idea. tinggalkan nota dalam drawer tu. nota bunyi camni; "sape yg curi barang ........ sila pulangkan balik. Allah nampak apa yg awak buat."

malam semalam saya tengok nota tu dah berbalas. ada pulak orang menjawab. katanya; kalau tak suka cakap. jangan tuduh2 mencuri.

kemudian pagi tadi masa sahur, dia confront saya. tanya kenapa tulis macam tu, tuduh2 macam tu. siap dah keluar air mata air hidung semua.

saya cakap, kan saya hilang barang tu kat dalam drawer tu. jadi ada kemungkinan si pencuri akan bukak drawer tu dan baca dan kalau Allah bukakkan hati dia, dia pulangkan semula barang saya. saya tak tulis pun nama sape2, tak menuduh sape2 pun.
TKI ni menjawab balik, dah tentulah cuma dia-dia aje yang akan bukak drawer tu, sape lagi yg akan bukak. sebab tu dia terasa. hah! jawapan kau dah self-incriminating. secara logiknya la kan, orang2 yg bukak drawer tu aje yg akan curi. betul tak?
saya tanya dia balik, habis tu ada ke dia ambik? dia jawab tak. saya balas, kalau dah tak curi janganlah terasa. kalau saya memang tuduh dia, saya cakap betul2 depan dia.

masa tu memang dah rasa bengang sangat dah.
kalau lah saya ni bos (er..anak bos) yg kejam, memang habis dah kau tu. dah la berani menjawab nota tu, lepastu berani pulak tu nak confront.
kau nak jadi macam Nirmala Bonat ke ape?

haih, memang berasap je telinga ni.

Grumpy Bear

2011-09-05T02:25:00.001+08:00

I think, somehow, I'm kinda frustrated with my life.

That's why I'm being grumpy. No, to be accurate,
that's why I think I'm rebelling on everything.

No, actually, I'm frustrated with myself.
and kinda declaring a war and rebelling against myself.
what the..

Wonder how tomorrow's gonna be.

Dear myself,
please be nice to yourself.

Tragedi Syawal

2011-09-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

When I couldn't feel my leg and I couldn't stand,

I told myself;

"this is probably you being panic. stop being panic.

then you'll be able to walk and stand again."

then my heart rhythm slowed down.

I thought myself;

"how cool is that, huh?"

but actually,

I really couldn't stand up at that time.

dah jalan macam orang tua plak jadinya lepas tu.

Overheard 2

2011-09-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

Semalam tengok cerita Overheard 2.

Sebabnya saja nak tengok movie, pastu nak tengok cerita yg showing dia tercepat.
Kemudian nampak iklan Overheard 2, nampak Daniel Wu -- terus setuju nak tengok!!

Cerita yg agak panjang, meleret. Daripada 9.20 - 11.30 pm. punya la lama kan.
ending dia sedih, cerita pun boleh tahan. cuma, yelah..meleret dan lama sgt citenye.

Part yg paling best masa Daniel Wu berjaya buat 2 kereta yg nak himpit dia, berlanggar satu sama lain. tapi pastu dia pusing blakang, terlanggar side mirror van yg follow dari belakang. kepala dia terhantuk kuat masa tu, jadi terhuyung hayang. then hampir nak langgar lori. dia dan motor dia terjatuh, pastu terseret kat bawah lori (nasib baik tak kena tayar lori). golek punya golek, pastu dia bangun balik. start enjin motor pastu "Preng Preng" merempit balik = ="

Mula-mula nak tengok Final Destination 5.
Tapi nasib baik tak tengok.
Sebab tengok aksi-aksi dalam Overheard pun buat jantung nak tercabut dah.

Change Of Life

2011-09-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

On my 21st birthday, if I'm not mistaken, I asked Ayah to buy me a watch as a present. I keep it very dearly, it still in a good condition and I've never once change the battery. The one and only watch I have, until yesterday.

It just that, recently I accidentedly left the watch at my friend's house which left my right wrist 'naked' for almost one-two months. When I got it back, I didn't really feel like wearing it.

So yesterday, I went to 'jalan raya' with friends. Jalan raya does not mean going to their houses only, it also means going to shopping mall wearing baju kurung! haha. funny, we also watched Kantonis movie with that baju kurung = ="

Ok2. going back to the topic. One of my friends wanted to buy a watch. Then I suggested that we all buy the same thing with the same color! (it's like a ritual, whenever we go out, we'll buy something in common).

So I bought one, with very the striking the color, and very immaturely picture (or whatever it is).

And I'm very happy with it ^^

My point is, after a long time holding onto something, finally I got tired and wanted to have a fresh new look.

Maybe I just need some changes in my life.

Goodbye.

2011-08-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

I thought I'd die.
Or less dramatic, I thought I'd cry to death.
Either way, I didn't.

What I thought is the right thing, might not be the right thing at all.
That's why the decision was the hardest thing I've ever made.

All the memories,
I'll treasure them all,
like the secrets I take to grave.

See You Later

2011-08-29T09:37:00.000+08:00

Korang mesti tau kan perasaan macam ni?

Due date dah dekat gile, keje tak siap lagi. Jadi pulun keje/assignment supaya sempat siapkan before due date.

Hati jadi gabra bagai.

Tu la perasaan saya bila Ramadhan dah nak pergi. Harini last Ramadhan.

Nak dikejar apa yg termampu dalam masa beberapa jam ni, sbb masa ni jelah Allah nak bagi bonus macam2.

Pada saat berbuka Allah dengan rahmatNya membebaskan seribu ribu orang (sejuta) yang wajib atas mereka neraka.

Pada hari jumaat dalam bulan Ramadhan Allah membebaskan seribu ribu orang yang wajib atas mereka neraka pada setiap saat.

Pada Hari terakhir bulan Ramadhan Allah membebaskan sejumlah orang yang sama bilangannya yang dibebaskan dari awal ramadhan sampai lah ke akhir ramadhan daripada neraka, sedangkan telah confirm ke atas mereka azab neraka.

Berdoalah semasa anda berada dalam bulan Ramadhan (sumber)

Allah membebaskan orang2 yg pada mereka dah confirm azab neraka.

Sape taknak?

Bila pikir harini last Ramadhan, hati jadi gundah gulana.

Kalau lah betul Allah dah bebaskan aku dari azab neraka, mampu ke lepas daripada Ramadhan aku nak tahan diri daripada buat apa2 dosa? =(

Nak tau hebatnya Ramadhan?

Dia ada kuasa bantu shape nafsu kita - utk buat baik, utk tak buat jahat.

Aku nak kuasa tu sentiasa, kuasa yg bantu shape nafsu jadi baik.

Kalaulah Ramadhan tu setahun....

Moga Allah panjangkan umur utk berjumpa lagi dgn Ramadhan.

Moga roh Ramadhan kekal terus hidup dalam hati-hati kita..

Selamat Hari Raya,

Maaf Zahir BAtin.

RAYA MODE ON!!

2011-08-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

Jam tepat pukul 5.

"Sabar Fatimah.. balik sekarang pun tak guna. jem teruk."

Lepas tu sorang, sorang nak salam mintak maaf zahir batin, bersalam raya bagai.

Jam pukul 5.15.

"Arghh I nak balik!"

Sampai di kereta,

"Uh harumnya bau freedom..!"

erk! tapi ni macam bau ayam goreng je. kepsi kah?
cis. lapa aku jadinya.

Satu jam kemudian,

"Buka puasa dalam kereta la aku ni nampaknya... " = ="

Bila waktu berbuka tiba,

"eh, tu nak ambik. ni nak ambik. macam dah lama tak buka je.
oo patut la.. dah lama tak buka kat rumah. asik buka dalam kereta je.. " = ="

* * *

two good news today.
got my paycheck ^^

and got confirmed ^^

Alhamdulillah.. ^^

A-Dull-hood

2011-08-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

A colleague asked me directions to go to Bangi, because she said she needs to pick up a friend. At the same time, she's holding her handset reading loud the directions given by her friend. Abruptly I grabbed her phone and read the text and... OMG! It was actually her boyfriend, the one she wants to pick up. She got so embarrassed but being an adult, I stayed calm and kontrol macho.

The content was nothing (haha kesian korang berharap nak tau info xxx kan) but they were using cute names to call each other.

Supposedly, one would have been jealous to know such a thing. Or so I thought. I mean, we women do like to be called with special names; and also like to call the other half with special names too. So by seeing such a thing, I suppose a woman would go 'high' and dreamy about what if she's with someone; what would he call her, what would she call him, and things like that.

Unfortunately, again, being an adult, that didn't indulge me into anything.

There were times when I was young, naive and stupid; hence I would love all those sweet cute stuffs for couples and went high with imagination.

No wonder perempuan yg kawin lambat biasanya tak kawin-kawin (dengan ertikata lain; andartu) because they lost the feeling to love and be loved.

I think I've lost that too.

Now, does that sound like I'm brokenhearted?

ceh.

Of Being Ignored

2011-08-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

*bagaimana mahu menaip bertapis? = =" *

Alhamdulillah, perasaan dah bertenang sikit lepas dapat mesej2 dengan bunda tersayang ^^

Mak tanya, nak pesan apa-apa ke.
Jadi Adik pesan kat mak; "nak megi arab yg takde kat mesia."
Mak reply; "arab tak makan megi. arab makan roti."

hahaha.

So, getting back to the topic.
rasa macam isu ni isu fevret aku plak. ahahaha = ="

*di sini bermula sesi menaip bertapis*

Dari semalam cuba cari justifikasi, bagus ke tak bagus nak ignore-ignore orang ni.

Then tetiba tadi dapat plak ilham, terkantoi lak kat fesbuk -- maka justifikasi tersebut buat hati rasa lega seolah-olah hati berkata "hah memang patut pun aku buat gitu. kan dah kantoi."

Nasib baik belum kalah dengan pujukan rayuan hati sendiri ^^

p/s: LOL. ni seni tulisan apa ni? bermadah pujangga bagai

EMO

2011-08-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Tiba-tiba rasa...

sedih, emo semacam..

every single thing pun terasa nak emo..

Ya Allah selamatkanlah mak & ayah dalam mengerjakan umrah, dan semoga mereka selamat kembali kepada kami semula...

Independent Raya

2011-08-24T22:52:00.001+08:00

"Sape nak buat ketupat nanti?"

"Ala semua boleh buat. semua pandai dah ni."

"Habis tu nanti sape nak isi?"

"Kaklang dengan kakteh."

"Aduh habis la macam tu. nanti ada yang lembik. ada yang keras campak kat dinding, dinding yang pecah."

"eh daripada awak tu, belum tentu ada kat rumah nak menolong. entah2 pagi raya pun takde kat rumah."

"boleh ke ni mak dengan ayah takde kat rumah raya nanti?"

"boleh..."

*si penanya masih dengan muka tak konfiden*

"yelah.. nanti kitorang datang la rumah.. kesiaaaannn..."

"nanti raya nanti kaklong buat rendang tau."

"ah takde. suruh kak siti."

"apa menu kita raya nanti ek? lodeh mesti takde."

"la..kak siti kan boleh buat."

"ni mana pegi biskut baru buat ni, dah hilang satu bekas?"

"ala biar la tu orang ambik makan. nanti berlebih pulak masa raya, takde orang nak makan."

"masalahnye skang, kuih tu buat sendiri dan kompem sedap! (keke) kuih2 yg tak habis tu kuih beli yg tak sedap! haha"

agak-agak nyanyi lagu Dendang Perantau, atau lagu Pulanglah - Aisyah, banjir tak satu rumah raya ni ek? hahaha

Loves

2011-08-22T05:44:00.001+08:00

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Ikan Bakar Umbai

2011-08-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I remembered the time when we had a program at Melaka, a legal journey/visit/research at Henry Gurney School. I was the Programme Coordinator Committee during the program, if I was not mistaken.

The program was great, it exposed us to the real life in the school - that's why Farhan Yamin (the Programme Manager) was quite disappointed with the series of 'Juvana' or something like that IDK -but that was not the main point of story here.

During the program, I ridiculously forgot to bring my money - I kept it in a drawer in the hostel. All I brought was only RM20.00 or something, and that was used to belanja Aiman & Farhan because we were there first.

So anyway, I didn't really mind not having my money because the program was fully sponsored. But then again, they all wanted to try the so-called superb ikan bakar Umbai. So they went, and I insisted not going because, yeah, I didn't have any money, though some of them wanted to lend me some. I told them to go themselves, and it would be indifferent if I were there or not.

So there was this one person, that was so mad I refused to follow them. I told that person, don't mind me - Melaka is my kampung. I get to eat ikan bakar anytime I go back here. I ignored that person and totally feeling innocent.

When we came back to UIA, I looked at all the pictures and the pictures during the ikan bakar session caught my eyes. That person looked so furious, during the eating time and also during the photography session after the eating.

Maybe my eyes were wrong, maybe I was too perasan.

But it still confused me till today - what really happened that night?

To that person,

u are missed and remembered.

Those were the days when we were young and innocent (really ah?)

yet we were foolishly happy.

Time has changed us,

But it doesn't mean we shouldn't be happy =)

p/s: boleh tak diorang cakap tak sedap pun makan kat Umbai tuh?? sheeshhh.. ke korang yg tak pandai pilih tempat? heh..

p/s/s: rindunyaaa nak makan ikan bakar!!!!

Lambatnya pukul 7!

2011-08-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

Yang dirungutkan bukan la lambatnya jam bergerak nak buka.

Tapi cepat la jam bergerak supaya saya boleh balik!! TT__TT *nangeh*

Kalau ikutkan hati, pukul 5 tepat dah berdesup balik.

Tapi ikutkan hati, mati. er..paling koman mati kutu la. (er..bukan nak kata saya ada kutu ek!!)

sebabnya..

Ikut pengalaman minggu lepas punya Jumaat, jem gile..hampir 2 jam drive balik. sakit pinggang makcik nih.

Jadi berdasarkan kebijaksanaan dan bukan kehendak hati semata2,

setelah mendengar bunyi guruh dan petir sabung menyabung,

bunyi hon kereta dan bas,

maka beta putuskan baiklah duduk je di opis sampai agak2 dah reda.

makanya kena tunggu pukul 7pm. tu pun mungkin belum reda, sebab harini hari Jumat.

sabar jelaahh...

p/s: nape jam cam lambatnye bergerak harini ek??

p/s/s: nape la asal Jumat petang je mesti jem truk ya amat.. adoyai..

Kenapa Kena Buat Baik?

2011-08-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam Ramadhan.

Imam Muslim meriwayatkan hadis Qudsi dari Abu Hurairah, bahwa Rasulullah SAW, berkata: “Semua amal anak adam berlipat ganda (pahalanya), setiap kebaikan 10 x lipat hingga 700 x lipat. Firman Allah kecuali puasa, maka hanya aku sendiri yang membalasanya karena ia meninggalkan syahwat dan minum-minumannya semata-mata untuk-Ku”. (sumber)

Saya nak kongsi sikit tazkirah yg saya dengar kat ikim semalam. siaran ulangan selepas azan maghrib, siaran utama waktu pagi.

Ustaz tu ada sebut, dalam hadis Qudsi di atas, Allah cakap pahala2 kebaikan yang kita kumpul adalah untuk kaffarah dosa kita. tapi puasa bukan utk kaffarah, sebaliknya utk Allah.

Sebelum cakap pasal puasa utk Allah, kita cakap dulu ape maksud kaffarah.

Dalam layman term, kaffarah maksudnya amalan-amalan pahala yang kita buat, kemudian di akhirat nanti, pahala-pahala tu akan cover dosa-dosa kecik yg kita buat. kira macam kita bayar dosa kita dgn pahala kita, supaya dosa kita tu hilang.

Ini la jugak yang ditakuti sebenarnya, bila pahala kita pulak dah habis, lepas tu bertambah pulak dosa kita - sbg contoh, dosa kita mengumpat, teralih pulak dosa orang yang diumpat tu kepada kita. Sudah la pahala diambil orang, kemudian kena ambik pulak dosa orang lain. Kata Nabi Muhammad SAW, orang yang paling sedih sekali sbb kehilangan ialah org yg hilang pahalanya di akhirat (wallahua'lam). Bak kata ustaz tu, kita sedih kematian org yg kita sayang di dunia ni, tak tertanding sedihnya kita kehilangan pahala di akhirat nanti.

Ustaz bagi perumpamaan kaffarah tu seolah-olah satu guni barang yang kita bawak di akhirat nanti utk jual beli hilangkan dosa kita.

Saya nak bagi satu perumpamaan lain.

Di akhirat nanti, perkara pertama sekali yg Allah akan tanya ialah SOLAT kita.

Jadi kita umpamakan macam ni. Solat tu sebenarnya satu bekas yang akan menampung pahala-pahala kita. (diambil dari Ust. Daud - ILMI). atau kita samakan macam Ustaz ikim tu cakap - solat ni umpama kain guni yg kita bawa di akhirat nanti utk tampung pahala-pahala kita.

Bayangkanlah kalau kita bawak kain guni/bekas yg sumbing sana sini, ade lubang-lubang, koyak sana sini, macamana agaknya kita nak kumpul pahala kita tu? seolah-olah kita ni bawak air guna tangan dari point A ke point B. tengah2 jalan tu, habis cicir air dari celah2 jari kita. Jadi bayangkan macamana solat kita sekarang - dengan solat di akhir waktunya, kadang-kadang tak solat, solat tergesa-gesa. Aduh..macamana nak tampung pahala kita tu? itu pun, ada ke amalan pahala yg kita buat?

Itu yang Allah maksudkan bila Dia kata puasa tu untukNya. sbb pahala-pahala yg kita kumpul tu, Allah kata utk kaffarah dosa kita. Puasa tu pulak, itulah hadiah kita nak persembahkan pada Allah.

Jadi kenapa kita kena buat baik?

Kenapa kita kena solat?

Kenapa kita kena puasa di bulan Ramadhan?

sebab kita buat baik tu untuk dapatkan pahala. pahala tu gunanya untuk diri sendiri. esok-esok di akhirat nak tebus dosa-dosa kecik kita yg kita pun taktau berapa banyak dosa dah kita buat. buat baik bukan semata-mata nak dapat ganjaran daripada Allah, bukan semata-mata nak dapat tempat di 'mata' Allah, tapi sebab nak jaga kepentingan diri sendiri di akhirat nanti.

sebab kita nak jaga pahala-pahala yg kita kumpul tu. penat-penat derma 1jutahengget tapi tak dapat nak bayar dosa di akhirat nanti sbb takde bekas/guni nak tampung pahala kita menderma. dah tentulah kita nak kan bekas yang berjenama mahal, nak tampung pahala kita yg menimbun-nimbun tu. takkan nak pakai kain guni je, nanti lama-lama koyak pulak.

sebab kita nakkan sesuatu yg boleh dipersembahkan untuk Allah nanti. kira macam ni la..kita buat baik, siapa yang bagi kita pahala tu? Allah kan.. jadi kita bagi pada Allah puasa kita, macam kita rasuah Allah la/'bagi ganjaran' pada Allah sebab bagi kita pahala utk bayar dosa-dosa kita. bila kita nak bagi hadiah kat orang, takkan kita nak bagi yg buruk2 kan? jadi puasa lah sebaik mungkin..biar cantik hadiah kita nak bagi pada Allah nanti.

Wallahua'lam.

Selamat Berpuasa!

Jangan lupa banyakkan amalan baik bulan Ramadhan ni sebab pahala tu Allah bagi berlipat2 ganda. Peluang keemasan ni! Nak jadi bisnesman yg berjaya mesti tau skang ni la musim paling baik untuk buat investment!

p/s: teringat Rabbani -- "buat baik berpada-pada, tabiat buruk dijauhkan."~~

Biar Puas Hati Mati Nanti

2011-08-06T16:34:00.000+08:00

taken from here.

Salam Ramadhan al-Kareem buat semua. Semoga kita diampunkan dosa-dosa dan keluar sebagai graduan Ramadhan yang lahir suci seperti bayi yang baru diperlihatkan dunia. Syukurlah kerana kita masih dipertemukan dengan Ramadhan yang punya 1001 kelebihan daripada bulan-bulan lain. Kerana itu, marilah bersama-sama kita beraku janji, bahawa kita akan menggunakan segenap ruang dan peluang demi mengimarahkan Ramadhan.

Saya ingin mengajak pembaca untuk berfikir, tahukah bila masanya kita akan meninggal dunia dan bertemu dengan Pencipta? Tidak bukan. Inilah rahsia yang Allah simpan demi menguji siapakah dikalangan hamba-hamba-Nya yang benar-benar bersifat hamba.

Saya teringat kisah seorang ulama yang telah pun meninggal dunia. Sepanjang hayatnya, dia telah pun menghasilkan hampir 100 buah kitab. Dia begitu komited dalam beragama. Meskipun terlantar di atas katil pesakit, apabila tetamu datang menziarahi beliau dan bertanya tentang ilmu dan hukum, beliau pasti bersemangat untuk menyampaikan ilmu.

Beliau juga seorang yang tidak meninggalkan solat berjemaah. Pernah beberapa kali anak-anak beliau menegah supaya tidak solat di masjid. Bukan kerana apa, mereka risaukan ayah mereka. Sudah 4 kali beliau tidak mengecam jalan ke rumah. Akhirnya, orang ramai yang membantu menghantar beliau ke rumah.

Ada seorang bertanya kepada beliau. "Ustaz, kenapa tak solat di rumah sahaja. Keadaan Ustaz ni, sudah membolehkan Ustaz tak ke masjid".

Beliau menjawab, "Aku teringat pada kisah seorang sahabat Rasulullah s.a.w. iaitu Abdullah bin Ummi Maktum r.a. Sahabat ini seorang yang buta. Namun beliau tidak pernah meninggalkan solat berjemaah di Masjid Nabawi."

Para tetamu yang menziarahi jenazah ulama ini begitu puas hati. Puas hati, kerana mereka kenal ketokohan, ketinggian ilmu, kewarakan, kesungguhan dalam beribadah yang dimiliki oleh ulama ini.

Kesimpulan

Allah s.w.t. telah mengurniakan kehidupan yang panjang untuk kita umat Muhammad. Rata-ratanya ialah 60-70 tahun. Amat panjang untuk melaksanakan tugas kita sebagai hamba dengam sebaiknya.

Renungkanlah kisah ulama di atas, betapa komitednya beliau demi agama sehingga kepuashatian itu terpancar kepada para penziarah jasadnya.

Renungkanlah jua, kisah sahabat Rasulullah s.a.w., iaitu Saad bin Mu'az. Meskipun hanya 6 tahun memeluk Islam, bergegar arasy Allah menyambut rohnya. Kita, rata-rata hidup lebih daripada itu, maka biarlah kita meninggalkan dunia ini dengan puas hati.

Buat akhirnya, saya ingin mengingatkan firman Allah s.w.t. ini:

Dan (alangkah ngerinya), jika sekiranya kamu melihat ketika orang-orang yang berdosa itu menundukkan kepalanya di hadapan Tuhannya, (mereka berkata: "Ya Tuhan kami, kami telah melihat dan mendengar, maka kembalikanlah kami (ke dunia), kami akan mengerjakan amal soleh, sesungguhnya kami adalah orang-orang yang yakin. (as-Sajdah:12)

Dan, sudah pastilah permintaan mereka ini tidak dikabulkan oleh Allah s.w.t. Justeru, di kesempatan bulan Ramadhan yang penuh dengan peluang untuk menggandakan amal ini, marilah sama-sama memperkasa iman dan menambah amal saleh supaya nanti kita puas hati apabila bertemu Pencipta.

Cerita Jiwang

2011-08-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

Korang mesti penah tengok Nora Elena kan?
Haa kantoi..
Mesti korang tengok sebab Aaron Aziz kan?
Haa kantoi tahap kelapan..

Saya tak tengok. Bile masa weh nak tengok T_T
So anyway, sebab tak penah tengok tapi org duk gembar gemburkan nak laki romantik macam Seth Tan, so teringin la nak tau ape yg best sangat cite nye nihh..
Kebetulan ada kawan, ada novel cite tu. (Penemuan terbesar 1: owh siri kat TV tu ambik dari novel la ek)

Baca punya baca..hmmmm..
Baca lagi..hmmmmmm alahai..
Baca lagi..ah give up lah baca!

Ape punya cite daaa..
Jap marah org tu. Tetiba suka pulak.
Pastu marah balik. Adoyai.. be realistic la weh..
(Penemuan Terbesar 2:kalau korang prasan, baca novel melayu ni ada 1benda yg akan sama ayatnya. Sikit2 ayat muka merah padam.heh!)

Nanti la try cari siri dia. Best sgt ke best ke??

P/s:baik baca Judi Picoult:House Rules. Terbaik.

P/s/s:patut la siri tv tu cakap diadaptasi longgar.heh!

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Habeh Doh

2011-08-05T23:37:00.001+08:00

result buleh dianggap teruk. tapi memahami diri sendiri yg tengah struggle ~~menghadapi kesusahan hidup~~ rasa ok dah la tu result tu. apa yg penting? PASS & GRADUATED. *tepuk bahu kanan sendiri*

Wishlist?

2011-08-03T10:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Have a bless 3rd day of Ramadhan dear brothers and sisters :)

I read Izzah Azura's new post about her birthday wishlist (read here), and it occurred to me that I unbelievably don't have any wishes when it comes to my birthday. Fortunate or not, I don't know. haha

Well, of course I do have wishlist of what I want - a lot - but when it comes to directly ask people to give me what I want for my birthday, I find it hard to spell it out. No, actually suddenly I don't have things I wanted. Sad or fortunate? ngeee

So although my birthday is so far from 'around the corner', this is my wishlist :P

I want:-

1) Android Tablet. or Samsung Galaxy Tab.

2) someone to pay for my phone bills.

3) someone to buy me new shoes - I only have one old tipu crocs.

4) someone to buy me new tudungs.

5) someone to drive me to office everyday.

In Ramadhan 2007, Ayah told us to ask from Allah anything we want when we were at the 10th last day of Ramadhan. Blatantly I asked Ayah; "so can I ask Allah a car?" and Ayah answered me to try my luck.

In November of the same year, I got my green nazasuria. TQ Ayah ^^

(True, Ayah bought me a car because he heard me asking for one. But I believe it's Allah's job to open his heart and buy me the car)

Nevertheless, those are only wishes. I don't particularly in need of those, which could only mean that those are not of my current necessities. Which also means that is the answer why I can't ask people to give me things for my birthday. sigh~

Now now,

back to work.

T_____T

Mari Bertadarus

2011-08-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

For every Ramadhan, I tried to compel myself to join at least one tadarus Quran.

It gets harder to do/have tadarus group during Ramadhan after I left my studies.

Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah I found my long lost sister I known during matric centre and managed to join her tadarus group. It's a very nice effort, gathering all muslims (30 males 30 females - though to my knowledge she only managed to gather only 58 people. still, masyaAllah..)

May Allah bless her,
and may Allah help us all to complete this tadarus and to khatam Quran by the end of the Ramadhan.

Moga Allah satukan hati-hati kami..

The Adventure of First

2011-08-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

*note:this entry is supposed to be posted yesterday. Sorry*

So yesterday was..
The first day of the week;
The first day of the month;
The first day of Ramadhan.

Ramadhan Kareem to all muslims out there ^^

So the adventure of all the firsts above was..
my first day at work.

I hope I'll be strong to at least complete a year T_T

Babai freedom.

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Mahu Dan Mampu

2011-07-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Apa yang kita mahu,
belum tentu kita mampu.

Semua (perempuan) mahu barang-barang mahal,
dapat shopping sesuka hati.
tapi mahu belum tentu mampu
untuk membeli.

Kata omputeh,
ukurlah baju di badan sendiri.
kalau tak mampu, suruh tukang jahit tolong ukur kan.
tapi pandai-pandai le kome mengagak - kalau dah badan tu size XL jangan le kome beli kain ela 3 meter. bila dah jahit jadi kecik, kome salahkan tukang jahit pulak.

Tapi kalau mahu, belajarlah jadi mampu.
jangan mahu, tapi tak mahu untuk mampu.

Kalau dah tak mampu,
jangan berharap yang bukan2.
nanti kata orang Jawa,
be careful what you wish for.

sekian sketsa merapu.

RNR Ulu Bernam

2011-07-27T09:05:00.003+08:00

Kalau anda dari Utara nak menghala ke Kuala Lumpur, jangan lupa singgah di RNR Ulu Bernam.

Dan pastikan anda singgah di kedai ini!

barisan yang panjang

Makanan kat RNR memang tak sedap kan. macam makanan kat kantin sekolah masa duduk hostel. bila tengok lauk, rasa tak selera je. dah sejuk bagai. tapi harga mahal. lagi mahal daripada kat luar.

tapi tidak sedemikian di sini! (LOL)

nama kedai ni Zul Mee Kari.

macam nama dia, mee kari tersangatlah femes. sbb ramai yg oder.

saya order mihun sup dia - sedap! harga? RM3.50

Katy order laksa penang dia - licin! harga? RM3.00

pendek cerita,

sedap dan murah dan berbaloi kamu semua pegi singgah.

Between Brave & Patience

2011-07-26T18:45:00.000+08:00

I've read this somewhere.
About someone being outspoken, dare to stand for his/others' rights.

So another someone admired him,
saying that the man is so brave in doing that, meanwhile he's just a coward.

He said;
I'm not brave. I'm a coward, too.
But it's just that I don't have the patience to see these immoral things in front of me.

Jebat Masih Ada 'Tuah'

2011-07-22T19:10:00.001+08:00

He said I'm "witty", that instead of conveyancor, I should be litigator.

Her face showed dissappointment, when I said "later".

All and all,
I was happy..
^_^

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Reality?

2011-07-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

... is not all beautiful as dramas.

What is getting an A means

2011-07-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

I told Adik; "if you don't get all As for your SPM, you'll regret it for your whole life."
He replied; "did you get all As?"
(dumbfounded) I answered; "No, I got some As and some Bs. But the fact was I didn't get any Cs, I didn't fail any papers; and most of all - I studied."

Truth be told, I was annoyed because he played guitar, in my room, while I was asleep.
And it got me like, don't you have anything to do? did you finish all your studies that you even bother to ~~kacau aku tido~~ play some guitar? And he really got some nerves to talk back to me like that. (lawyer-ing skills building up, huh? XD)

Dear adik,
in future you won't even remember how much you get for your SPM.
but for now, it's crucial because it helps to choose better university, and if you're lucky enough - to get a scholarship.

how much you get for your SPM, doesn't determine who/what you will be in the future. but how you get the result (whether all As or not), that will determine how your life is gonna be. why? because when you don't get As, sometimes it doesn't mean that you're not smart enough; it just mean you're not trying hard to achieve it.
Just remember that fact.

Life's Too Short

2011-07-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

So true.

There are times when we feel so restless to think what others' might think of us, all the dramas in our lives - till some point we feel that we couldn't give any (more) damn about others and now it's time to think of ourselves.

Life is too short to be anything but happy.

Be happy.

And make others happy too.

Tidur Yg Tak Pernah Lena

2011-07-18T17:13:00.001+08:00

Maybe you're reason why
All the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads
you to the perfect road

* * * *

Salam..
Alhamdulillah all praises to Allah.
Semalam last paper exam final DSLP. akhirnya habis gak stahun blaja... peh, stahun kot.. nampak macam kejap, tp aku yg melaluinya rasa macam sejuta tahun. Ngeee...

Lepas habis exam, perkara wajib la kan berlibur plak. Hehe. Jadi semalam trus pegi KLCC layan final episode of Harry Potter. Terbaik la wei.. sebab semalam dpt tiket free, jadi terasa nak tengok lagi la plak (saja gatal nak kuarkan gak duit T_T) hehe

Anyways.. the end is just the beginning kan..
Sebelum ni pening pikir pasal exam. Skang pikir pasal keje plak..

Dulu org tanya, bila nak start keje balik? Confidently jawab after habis blaja. Skang dah habis, so? Mana kejenye? Dah dapat ke belum? T_T

Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik utk kita..

Ada sorang kawan kepada kawan saya, rezeki dia pun mahal jugak. Cari keje sana sini, tak dapat2. Hampir nak putus asa. Tiba2 tau2, dapat PTD.

So note to self, jgn putus asa. Jgn putus harapan.. :-)

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True Fighter

2011-07-14T07:54:00.000+08:00

T____T

2011-07-12T23:32:00.001+08:00

boleh tak kalau malas nak keje?????

malas.

malas.

malasssssss!!!!

duit please datang bergolek-golek, jatuh mencurah-curah.
pleaseeeee!!!

T_______________T